Queen of Heart

Title? Woof!

2011-11-15T01:20:00.003+08:00

Every night, Mom brings me up to her room and put me by her side on the bed. I usually fall asleep before she does. I wake up a few times in the middle of the night to sleep closer to Mom, I don't know how I move towards the edge of the bed when I am asleep.

I remember the times when I used to wake Mom up. That was because I was still little and was not good at controlling my bladder. I had to wake Mom up so that she would bring me down to pee. She always asks me why I don't wake her up anymore, that is because I am a big boy now and I can hold my pee much longer.

Mom is so tired lately, she has had a few bad days back to back. Her purse and camera were stolen. If I knew who the thief was, I swear I would nip his head off! My teeth are big and strong now, I am very positive that it wouldn't be a problem.

Oh, the last update Mom posted about me was about my teeth falling off. I am gonna update you all for her, she is taking too long to tell you all this. MY PEARLY WHITE TEETH ARE BIG AND STRONG NOW! I am a big boy! *grin* And I no longer yap. I bark! Be afraid. Be very afraid.

Oh! Mom is here! I'd better go! Woof!

xoxo
Chester

Dear thief

2011-11-14T14:59:00.002+08:00

I don't know if you have any other pastime besides wandering around PJ Hilton spotting for unattended cars with bags in them, but you should really take up another hobby.

You broke into my mom's car and took my Nike bag. I am sure you were overjoyed when you felt the weight of the bag. I am so sorry to disappoint you when you found out that the heaviest thing in my bag was a tape dispenser. I am angry not because you took my money and my camera and made me go through all the hassle renewing my national identity card and driver's license, but you took my purse where I kept the charm my grandmother gave me.

You can use the camera I don't care, but please delete all the pictures in the memory card. The thought of you staring at the photos of my family creeps me out.

Oh, and I hope you gain some knowledge and wisdom from the SPM notes you found in my brother's bag too.

My sister says that she hates you because you took her mechanical pencils that she put in my brother's bag. She has a new mechanical pencil now so you can have the ones with Hello Kitty prints on it.

You will regret doing what you did one day. Someday karma will bite you in the ass!

Sincerely,
The Angry Owner of The Bag You Stolen

Biore Makeup Remover Giveaway!

2011-11-06T19:51:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I have slacked for more than a month! I wanna thanks my readers who are still sticking around. I have recently started a beauty blog and am conducting a giveaway there! Click on the picture above and you will be directed to my new blog. I hope to see you there!

Lots of lots of love,
Kai Shin

Chester: Teeth Are Falling Out!

2011-08-27T09:56:00.000+08:00

Chester's deciduous teeth are falling out. His gums are slightly swollen and his desire to chew on things has drastically increased. He chews on anything in sight and has broken 3 cups when he was trying to reach the keys that was on the coffee table. So much headache he is giving us, but we know this phase will be over and he is in a very irritating pain.

I mix his food with water to soften it before giving it to him, this is how I used to feed him when he was two or three months old, except this time I add a raw egg and mix it with the food. He absolutely loves it! :)

I told my sister that I pulled out Chester's teeth because he has been very naughty chewing on everything. She looked kind of sad at first but I could see a glimpse of happiness in her because she is afraid of Chester when he is excited. He would jump towards her and sometimes bite her skirt. I asked her if I should pull out his canines too, she shrugged and said 'You decide.' Haha.. Silly sister. She doesn't know that stronger and sharper teeth are going to grow out few months later.

MCKL: Graduation

2011-08-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

A Doodly Doodle post was supposed to be up today but I was out the whole day. I went to IOI to get Mr. Vijaiyan a farewell present and then I had to get ready for my graduation ceremony already.

My college life has finally come to an end. The one and a half years here was really memorable. Besides academic knowledge, I have learnt a lot about myself, discovered some of my strengths and weaknesses that I didn't know I had. I was also exposed to people from different backgrounds and culture. The 10 hours of committee service that we were 'forced' to do made me realize how fortunate I am to have a pair of eyes to see, ears to listen, a mouth to speak, and a house to live in, a family to be with. The lecturers here are all very dedicated to guide us towards not only academic excellence, but our character building. Besides the lecturers and staffs of MCKL, I would like to thank my friends who were there for me when I needed them. I will never forget the encouragements, guidance and laughter they gave me, and also the nights we partied together. ;P

So many of my friends are leaving soon to places like the UK, Germany and US. After the graduation ceremony, I attended Sek Hoong's farewell at Spaghetti Grill in Mid Valley. He is leaving to Germany soon. ;( I can't believe I didn't take any pictures with him. Luckily I will still be seeing him next week.

Before I end this post, I would like to say.. I didn't like the food in Spaghetti Grill. I will never dine there again. ==

Doodly Doodle on Friday: Lion

2011-08-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

Too cute to roar.

A Levels results

2011-08-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

So, my results are not THAT disappointing. I didn't get straight As but I kind of expected it. I was wondering just now when I got my results about how happy I would be if I wasn't depending on a scholarship to go to the UK. I would probably be flying now. Oh well, God has other plans for me. :)

See what I got!

2011-08-12T01:02:00.003+08:00

I received a letter when I came home from work last week. It's a letter from BluInc to inform me that I won the Female/Maybelline Online Promotion makeup contest. I had never won any contest before this, I was never good enough to win a prize. I was over the moon when I saw this letter, I still am! I can't wait to redeem my prize and see what I got.

I AM SO HAPPY!

Yesterday, my mom went to BluInc office to help me redeem the prizes. So these are the things I got.

The first thing that came into my mind when I saw the bag was 'That's all? ' Haha.. But I am already happy enough. Woohoo! Now I have more products in my makeup collection. xD

Doodly Doodle on Friday: Koala

2011-08-12T00:18:00.001+08:00

The only thing cuter than a cuddly koala is a BABY CUDDLY KOALA!

30 Hours Famine 2011

2011-08-08T23:31:00.001+08:00

I survived 30 Hours Famine!!

To be honest, it was not really difficult. I thought I would be half dead during the last few hours but no, I think I could fast for 10 hours more. xD

I went to Uniten camp with some of my high school friends, it's been sooo long since I last talked to them! Especially Suet Ying. I thought she didn't like me and didn't wanna talk to me anymore. But during the 30 hours, we talked non stop! Suet Ying, if you are reading this, I wanna tell you that WE HAVEN'T FINISHED TALKING!

I am glad that I joined the event, made so many new friends there, they are all fun and friendly people. Besides that, I got to see some friends who I hadn't seen for quite a while.

The thing I enjoyed most besides the count down in Bukit Jalil is when Ryan Foo Joe performed in Uniten. Homg, he is sooooo cute! I wish he sang more songs though. :(

Pictures of the mini concert

And a video of Ryan's ending too!!

Rapper. I can't remember his name.

Sound Check

Spoon

Xiao Pang, I can't remember his name, but he sings well! Like!

RYAN FOO JOE!

Ryan gives out prizes to outstanding participants

The night in Uniten was really torturing. We were settled in a hall with fans to sleep. They didn't want to use the air conditioned hall because they wanted it to be more challenging. Hungry mosquitoes were swarming around me and Suet Ying throughout the night. I zipped myself in my sleeping bag and I was sweating like mad, cursing at the mosquitoes. At some point of time, I couldn't stand the heat and unzipped my sleeping bag and then go back into my sleeping bag again when the mosquitoes started to drive me insane. Both of us are mosquitoes magnets so it was not surprising to see red spots all over our bodies the next morning.

The count down ends with Ah Niu's performance

As I said just now, fasting for 30 hours isn't that hard, so it didn't really hit me how needy those people who are suffering from poverty are. Nonetheless I felt a sense of blissfulness when it was time to break fast, it felt so good to have something in my mouth after fasting for so long. When I was eating my Twiggies after they announced it's time to break fast, I suddenly thought of the starving children in Africa. I felt so happy when I finally got to eat after fasting for 30 hours, I wonder how happy they would feel if they were the one who got the food after starving for days.

They must be really grateful and touched to know that there are people out there who care for them.

I really hope these people get more attention from the society. It's so heart-breaking to see those people suffer from poverty when at the other side of the world there are people who are reveling in their wealth and luxury.

Doodly Doodle on Friday: Chester the Poodle

2011-08-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

Intelligent.Elegant. Appealing.

The Start of Doodly Doodle on Friday

2011-08-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

Hello dear readers, I have finally started working. I am currently working as a telemarketer while waiting for my college to take me into my college marketing office to work. The pay at my college is not as high as the company that I am currently working for now, but I am not working for the pay anyway, it's not like I have kids to raise and loans to pay, I just hope to work in a place where gain experience and learn more some things.

Telemarketing is such a boring job. I have to make more than 200 calls everyday, ask the same questions, get hung up by rude operators, be transferred from department to department to look for one person. The job is very repetitive. I was initially provided with scripts but I do not need them anymore because I have repeated the same sentence like 643240 times.

Just now, while waiting for my line to get through, I felt so bored I started drawing on my paper. From far I looked so busy and focus my boss came to check on me, he saw me drawing, I didn't hide, because hey, I wasn't slacking, so there was no need to hide.

I was very happy with my drawings just now so I took pictures of them and I suddenly got this idea, I am gonna start a 'series' in my blog. Every Friday, I am going to post a drawing/scribble in my blog.

I like scribbling, I scribble all the time, when I am listening to lectures, talking on the phone, day dreaming, when I can't sleep at night, etc. If you have followed my blog since long time ago, you would have watched a video of me drawing in the middle of the night. I drew a pirate, haha..

The link to the drawing video: http://hellokaishin.blogspot.com/2010/11/in-middle-of-night.html

Yup, feel free to check out the video and stay tuned for the first Doodly Doodle on Friday post tomorrow!!

Club Med Cherating: Day Two

2011-07-31T19:39:00.001+08:00

What's for breakfast today?? :)

First activity, tree top activities.
This is where Jang Foong got stuck on the flying fox cable and was hit like a pinata.

For the rest of the day, we are at the beach kayaking, sailing, building sand castle, playing volleyball. With my crazy college friends around, it was really a whole load of fun.

Sexy back

Yup, we spent some time in the pool too! I almost got killed there by the guys and was asked to look for a pair of sunglasses at the bottom of the pool which was not even lost. ==

And now, it is dinner time!

After dinner, comes the bomb of the trip. We gather near the pool with the other guest where the night party is held every night. We dance and drink and mingle around with everybody else there. The blasting music goes on until we are the only people left on the dance floor, the other guests have already returned to their rooms. The music stops at midnight and the DJ comes down and join our drinking session. Two of the GOs there, John and Richard, are there with us too! They take a bottle of whiskey from the bar and give it to us for free. The people who are KO-ed are sent back to their rooms to rest. After a while, we move to the beach so that we won't disturb the sleeping guests.

At the beach, JC is taking pictures of his own body, Calvin is lecturing everybody, Nicholas is as horny as he can ever be. I am forced to drink a little bit of whiskey which to me taste like poison, but after a while, I am used to the taste. Eventually, everybody goes back to sleep, leaving Nicholas, Chea, John and me on the beach. We know if we sleep we will have a very hard time getting up, so we tell ourselves not to sleep so that we can catch the sunrise. While waiting for the sunrise, we play drink-or-dare. We are laughing and doing crazy stuff at the beach. Around 6, the sun rises and we finally drag our bodies back to our room. All the crazy stuff we did will stay in my mind forever. It was really crazy.

After that night, this song is stuck in my head. Not because I had sex on the beach. == They played this song during the party.

Club Med Cherating: Day One

2011-07-31T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hi people, I know I have been missing in action for a while, but I am here to tell you that I am still alive and I just came back from an AWESOMAZING trip in Club Med Cherating. Besides the endless list of activities there, I also had lots of fun with my friends. The staffs there are really fun and energetic, bartenders are flirty, food are beyond words!

Day 1-The beginning

We depart from MCKL at 8am. On the bus, some of us are sleeping, some are playing cards. We stop at a rest house in Terengganu (if I have not mistaken) to have our lunch, The food there are HORRIBLE.The maggi goreng I ordered was the WORST maggi goreng I have ever had.

After lunch, we continue our journey to Club Med. On the way there, one of my friends couldn't hold his pee and peed in a mineral water bottle. Gross!

Around 1pm, we arrive at Club Med, but it is not time for us to check in yet, so we go to beach to take some pictures.

At 2 o'clock sharp, we are welcomed by their enthusiastic staffs and the general manager Daniel at the lobby of the resort. We are served with welcome drinks and cold towel to refresh ourselves from the long bus ride. We are briefed on the activities in Club Med and are sent to our respective rooms.

After we keep our luggage in our rooms, we go straight to the archery ground. Heh, I think I am quite good at it, my first shot was a bull eye!

After archery, the guys move on to the next activity on the itinerary, which is basketball. The girls are not really interested in basketball, so we change into our beach wear and go to the beach to take pictures.

After the photo shoot, it is about time for dinner already. Let me show you some of the food we had for dinner!

Red wine

Chicken. Lots of chicken.

Chinese

Italian

Mac and Cheese

Anybody knows what this is called?

Of course these are not all the food we had. These are just some of the pictures of food I have. xD

After dinner we head to the theater to show a pirate show. I am not sure if it is boring or all of us are tired already, most of us fall asleep during the show.

Right after the show, we are sent to the beach for a beach party. I had very high expectation on this beach party. But it didn't turn out to be as good as I imagined it would be. But we still had fun drinking, dancing, camwhoring and chatting.

Monkey bar, where we get our drinks

Jin Wai, Chen Sern, Sek Hoong

Me and Yee Thoong

Chia Chea, Valerie, Wen Han, Qin Xian

We sit on the beach and talk. We are reluctant to go back to our rooms until the monkey bar is closed.

We had so much fun that night, but that was not the best night we had there. The second night was EPIC. Stay tuned for the day2 post. ;)

Holidaysss

2011-07-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

I finally finished my A levels about 2 weeks ago and am totally enjoying my holidays. No, actually I am starting to feel a bit bored. I can't wait to go to Club Med with my college friends end of this month.

Many people ask me about my plans after A levels. I have already applied to Durham University and University of Exeter but I will not be going there if I don't get a scholarship. So I am waiting for a scholarship from either Maxis or Maybank. If I am not going to UK, I will be studying locally. I will have to start looking for uni soon.

I am thinking of starting my degree next year. Should I? Should I not? 'Cos I am thinking of working and gaining some working experience. And earn some money. I need some advice. :(

To be very honest, I feel very lazy typing this post. I thought I was gonna blog more after my exams, because I really miss blogging, but I realise I have nothing to blog about! :( I just wanna let my readers now that I am still alive and I do miss receiving comments from all of you. So drop me some comments please so that I know that you all are still here!

Hello Stranger!

2011-07-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

2 strangers came up to me and my friend as we were heading to our gym yesterday in Sunway Pyramid. They were each wearing an orange T-shirt that said 'Hello Stranger'. They stopped us and below is the conversation between me and one of them.

KS: Hi stranger!

Stranger: Oh you know about the gift day?

KS: Nope, I just saw your T-shirt.

Stranger: Oh, today is actually the International Gift Day, and we have gifts for both of you!!

From a huge plastic bag, they took out a small box wrapped in a wrapper and handed it to my friend and took out another gift for me. They took our picture with the gifts and left. This had totally made my friend's and my night!

We opened our gift when we reached our gym. She got a mug that says 'Good Luck' and I got a blue cushion with a Subaru logo on it. The Subaru cushion looks kind of cheap but I really like it. I hugged it to sleep last night because it is so nice to be hugged. :)

All these little things that I get in life make me want to give more than I take. I would love to make someone else's day or night and add smiles on more people's face. I hope all of you feel the same too.

Sephora KLCC Grand Opening + Haul

2011-07-05T22:30:00.001+08:00

Yup, I am finally not having exams and am having a break. And yup, I was there in Sephora KLCC for their grand opening! I was so excited that Sephora is finally in Malaysia. Crashing Sephora was one of the things I put in my after-exam-to-do-list, I am so glad I did.

Before I went there, I was expecting some crazy discount but there wasn't anything like that. They had makeovers, manicures, smokey eye workshop, etc. The event lasted for the whole day but unfortunately I had to rush to my friend's birthday party so I only had time to buy some cosmetics.

Sephora is like a supermarket for cosmetics, heaven for me! I walked around in the shop and could still even find something fascinating after I checked out and was gonna walk out from the shop. I have to say that the stuff there are not cheap. But as the saying goes, cheap things not good, good things not cheap, so I think it is worth it.

Lip stuff

Body stuff

Bath stuff

Eye stuff

These are not all. Imagine, Make Up For Ever, Dior, Clinique, Lancome, Calvin Klein, Urban Decay, Smashbox, and all the famous makeup brands are in there, I can't just walk around every counter to take a picture of it.

Picture Wall

The opening starts at 11am. The emcee for is a beautiful lady, and she is really good at hyping up the atmosphere. There are also a few male models there, giving out candies and samples. I have to admit that I really like those models, they are smoking hot.

Makeover

Hair station which is not open yet

Okay, so here are the things I bought from Sephora.

Sephora Waterproof Khol Eyeliner Black

RM39.00

Urban Decay All Nighter Long Lasting Makeup Setting Spray

RM109.00

Sephora Mini Funnel

RM8.00

Make Up For Ever Eye Seal

RM90.00

Smashbox Photo Finish Foundation Primer

free sample

They also took a picture of me and printed it out for me for free!

I am really excited about trying all these products out, especially the Eye Seal. I have read a lot of good reviews about it.

Alright people, I gotta go. Have a nice day!

My country, my home, Malaysia

2011-06-19T10:43:00.005+08:00

I asked my dad that day if he had ever thought of migrating to another country.

"You have the money to do so?"

"What if money isn't a problem?" I asked.

"Nah, I think Malaysia is not too bad of a country. Though there are a few corruptions here and there, we live quite harmoniously compared to in some of the other countries. Though we Chinese do not get to enjoy the privilege the bumiputeras get, we are being treated quite well in this country. I am happy in Malaysia."

There are times when I really feel like leaving this country and think that the grass is greener on the other side. Here are some things that I don't like about Malaysia.

Climate

This is something I really really dislike about living in a tropical country, the climate is so HUMID. All you have to do is just step out of your house for maybe 5 minutes during the day and you will be all sticky and sweaty. Your makeup doesn't last, your hair frizzes easily. People with straight hair may not have this problem, but you will know what I mean if you have curly hair. The more humid the weather, the frizzier your hair will be. Besides making you look like crap, the climate also forbids us to do a lot of things which can be done very comfortably in a country less humid.

Transportation

I have friends who live in the US and UK and they enjoy walking to college, cycling, strolling in the park, having picnic with their friends, taking a 30 minutes walk to go to the town to get some groceries, going on all sorts of outings, because the weather there is just so fine! If you ask me to WALK to college, or take a 5 minute walk to the 7-11 behind my house to get something, no, I won't do it. If you think you can cycle to work in Malaysia, that's only possible if your work place is just a stone throw away from your house. Literally a stone throw away.

In Malaysia, if you don't own a car, you are like a disabled man, stuck at home and can go no where. Yeah, we do have public transportation, but walking to the station is such a torture! Our buses are like moving ovens when the weather is hot, mini water parks when it is raining. I have seen really really really rude bus drivers and a few fights between passengers and bus drivers. We have very long train platforms but you will surprised when the train arrives, because its length is less than half of the platform. Don't dream of traveling comfortably especially during peak hours, you're lucky to even be able to get into the train.

There are so many roads with no footpath for the pedestrians, even if there is, it's probably in a very bad condition.

Politics

I don't know much about politics, but I know there are a lot of people, including my parents, who are unsatisfied with the government. It hasn't affected me yet, but it will in the future.

Censorship

I get so annoyed when I am happily singing along with the radio and suddenly the lyrics of the song is blurred, for I don't know what reason. Ok, I understand if the word is like fuck or really obscene, but beer? Whiskey? Cigarette? I really don't think it is necessary to censor words like these. What negative impact will these words have on the young, innocent minds? All these efforts on blurring the lyrics are very redundant.

I don't mean to defame my country. There are some things I love about my country.

Multiracial

I like how we live together harmoniously. Though we don't share equal privilege in buying house, paying taxes and whatnot, but we are not being treated as immigrants here. We live like a big family. The Malays they have their rules that we don't have to follow, which makes it kind of equal. Also, the people here are very understanding and friendly, especially towards foreigners.

Food

Malaysia is a multiracial country. That being said we have a vast variety of food here! Nasi Lemak is an iconic Malay food in Malaysia. I love to eat it with Chicken Rendang. Roti Canai is one of my family's favorite food for breakfast. Dim Sum and Bak Kut Teh used to be some of my favorite food before I became a vegan. Ais Kacang (aka ABC) and Cendol are our favorite desserts. Besides local cuisine, we also have Japanese cuisine, Western cuisine, Korean cuisine, etc which are really good, sometimes even better than those they have in their own country. I can go on with the list of food forever, but I won't. It is endless.

Tropical forests

It may sound a bit contradicting here. At first I said I hated tropical weather, but now the tropical forests is one of the things I like about Malaysia. I am just really proud of the high number of species and high levels of endemism we have in Malaysia. Our wildlife are some of the most diverse on Earth. About two third of Malaysia is covered in forest. Malaysia is definitely a biodiversity hotspot, and because of this, many bird watchers and hikers travel all the way to Malaysia every year to spend their holidays in our forests. Though logging has devastated part of the tree cover, our government is putting a lot of effort into conserving the forests.

Disaster-free

We are free from earthquakes, blizzards, hailstorms, volcanic eruptions, which makes Malaysia a very safe place to live in. We don't have to worry that our houses will be blown away by a tornado, or part of our forest cleared up by wildfires. Flash flood does strike the low lying areas during the rainy seasons but I strongly believe this problem can be overcome by improving the drain system.

That's all I could think of for now. I would add on to the list when I can think of anything else.

In a nutshell, there are pros and cons living in Malaysia, I know there are things that are better in other countries, there are still a lot of room for improvement for Malaysia. If I was given to migrate to another country, I would love the cleanliness of the place and the efficiency of the transport system, but Malaysia is where I was born, where I grew up, where I belong, where I call home. I love Malaysia (not every much though, but I still do).

PS. Comment below and tell me what you like/dislike about Malaysia, I would love to know what you think about this country.

Just a random note.

2011-06-15T08:56:00.000+08:00

Chester: Dog lice

2011-06-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

*Gasp* Chester has got dog lice infestation!

Chester has been scratching himself a lot lately, I thought he was just allergic to dust or something. When I inspected his skin, it was just a bit flaky, there were also some dry wounds, so I assumed he was just scratching himself too much, too hard. The scratching got worse to the extent that he couldn't sleep well and had problem focusing. I tried to look for ticks on his body but to no avail (usually ticks are very easy to be spotted). I looked harder and this is what I found.

My previous dog had not been infested with this little thing before, so I had no idea what it was. I looked up in the Internet and found out that this thing is actually a dog louse!


Dog louse (Credit: Google)

Dog lice are really tiny, but big enough to be seen by a naked eye. It has a brownish black head which looks like a speck of dirt on Chester's body. Looking for the dog lice is quite a challenge because its body colour is so close to Chester's.

Size: 1-2mm

There are 2 types of dog lice: the skin chewing one and the blood sucking one (which is much more irritating). The dog lice that infested my dog's body are the skin chewing ones, hence the flaky dry wounds. Luckily dog lice do not infest human hair! Chester sleeps on my bed sometimes.

I bought this spray to kill the dog lice and a cream to heal the wounds. It will take some time for the dog lice to be eradicated but this spray seems to be working. For the time being, Chester is not allowed on my bed even though I won't get those lice from him but I don't want to sleep with him when he has pesticide sprayed all over his body!

I am sure Chester will be fine soon. He went for his first grooming session yesterday. When he came home after the grooming session, looking sexy and all, I took some pictures of him playing with his favorite rubber squeaky ball.

Omg, he is so cute! Ok people, I gotta study now. 3 more weeks and I will be a free bird. :)

Sigh.

2011-06-07T20:07:00.001+08:00

I am sitting on my bed writing this blog post. I have no idea what this post is gonna turn out to be like, I just feel like unloading my feelings here. So if you're already bored, don't read this post. You will die of boredom.

I don't know why I am so emotionally unstable lately. I feel weak and easily defeated. I miss the days when I was strong and optimistic. I start to blame the people around me for being unthoughtful. it's their inconsideration that causes all my emotion breakdown.

I remember those days when my dog used to sit beside me when I was sad, listening to my rant about the bad day I just had. He was not an obedient dog, always peeing and pooing around the house, but somehow, he always knew when I was sad and needed someone to talk to. Whenever I was depressed, he would sit beside me and let me cry my heart out. Sometimes he licked off my tears as if he was trying to tell me that everything would be okay.

Animal's love is so selfless. My dog loved me, he just did. I didn't have to do anything fancy to impress him, nor did I have to always look pretty for him to love me, nor did I have to be super smart to be respected. He never hurt me. All I had to do was just be his owner, and he would love me, unconditionally.

I miss him so much and I feel extremely sorry for not being a good owner. But I wish he knows that that was nothing I could do. Jealousy strikes me sometimes when I see Chester getting so much attention and love from my family, whereas my dog had to live outside the house like an abandon stray dog. Why is it so unfair? He was such a smart and beautiful dog.

Why didn't anybody bother to see all the tricks he learnt to do?

Why wasn't he considered as part of the family?

Why did he have to be alone?

Welcome Chester the Poodle!

2011-05-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

I had always wanted a puppy, or a kitten, but I never asked my parents to get me one because I thought I'd only get it when I am financially independent so that my parents won't need to worry about taking care of another baby at home.

On the other hand, my 6-year-old sister had been demanding for a poodle since she was 4 or 5. She was really persistent, my parents finally gave in and said yes.

So yesterday, my sister and I followed my uncle (who will be sponsoring all the expenses this baby needs) to the breeder's place. One the way there, I asked my sister what she wanted to name the puppy and she said John. I was like 'What? John? Why John?' My uncle suggested the name Zombie, haha.. And then she said 'Hmm.. I think we should name him Chester.' The first thing that came into my mind was my friend's sister's boyfriend whose name is also Chester! Haha. The next time I see Chester, the boyfriend, I would think of Chester, the Poodle!

When we reached the breeder's place, I thought I would be able to give my opinion on which puppy to take home, but I found out that my uncle had already brought my sister to this place and had chosen which puppy to bring home a few months ago. My uncle and sister actually had a plan! So we waited for Chester to finish his last dinner with his sibling and then we picked him up and brought him home.

Name: Chester
D.O.B: 29-3-2011 (this is not the exact d.o.b though)

Breed: Toy Poodle

Gender: Male
Colour: Cream
Loves: To sleep and shit and pee and cry
Hates: To be kept in a crate

Chester has been behaving okay so far, he is undergoing housetraining and potty training. As it is still a baby, it sleeps 90% of the time. I can't wait for him to grow up and start playing with me.

PS: This is my first time dealing with a poodle. Do you have a poodle? Any fun experience with your poodle you would like to share? Drop a comment below!

Final Exams

2011-05-16T23:18:00.001+08:00

I know it's been a while since I updated about my life. Other than preparing for my final exams, I am really not doing anything interesting. For those who are wondering, I am currently doing my A Levels and my final exams are in a few days time. I deactivated my Facebook account just so I can be more focus on my studies. To be very honest, I never felt this unprepared before. I think I need a lot of luck here. So people, wish me luck!

Mind-or-Heart

2011-05-03T21:13:00.003+08:00

I am sure many of you have come across one of those situations where you have to make up your mind which step to take next. You ponder for a few days and you still cannot make up your mind. Your mind asks you to do this, your heart asks you to do the other. You have a burning passion for music, on the other hand your father has a company for you to take over, should you pursue a music degree or a business degree? Your boyfriend is a commitment-phobic, but you love him so much you want to be with him forever. There is another guy who is after you who is a much better person, you're touched by his personality. Should you leave your boyfriend and give his guy a chance? You have a job offer with better pay, but it is not what you enjoy doing and requires you to be far away from your family. Should you take it or not?

Every decision you make is determined by a combination of your logic and emotion. If these different elements that make you who you are happen to conflict, you will understandably feel conflicted. We wouldn't be humans if we didn't have either one of these elements, without our mind, we would be driven by our emotions and do things blindly and get hurt. Without our heart, we would be like robots, doing things without emotion.

Decisions would be easier to make if one of them speaks louder. Heart whispers no, mind shouts YESS!! But what if they speak equally loud? Following your mind breaks your heart. Listening to your heart is just irrational.

In my opinion, when it is a mind-or-heart situation, the heart should win the game. For some really simply reasons. Our mind is often selfish, it asks us to play safe, choose the easier way, give up things we love. Don't disagree with me. Think about it. It is true.

Your heart tells you what YOU really want inside and that's where our dreams come from. It is the fuel that keeps us going to reach for our dreams. As long as you don't choose to give up there is always a chance for your dream to come true. The road may be tough, but hey, that's what you want. If, IF it doesn't work out in the end, at least you have tried. Don't be put off by the challenges ahead of you. For something you love, it is worth the fight.

I am trying to say that heart should always win the game. Under certain circumstances we need to be more rational, that is when your mind speaks louder than your heart. But when there is no harm following your heart, why not?

Life is all about making decisions. I hope you will make the right one for yourself.

Happy Birthday Princess Gurnemeh!!

2011-05-02T01:25:00.003+08:00

It was Princess Gurnemeh's birthday yesterday and I was asked to be one of the princesses to be in her party so I put on my glass slippers (I don't literally have one) and went to Hotel Impiana to attend her party.

The kids there were so adorable. I never really liked kids. For some reason, I don't really have a lot of patience for kids. But I have to say I had a lot of fun today. Some of them thought we were real princesses. Some asked if the other princesses were coming.Some asked if that's the only dress I have. Lol. I dressed up as Cinderella by the way.

Simren, Harpreet and I in our full costumes

Beading station

Body painting station

Gurnemeh and her cake. Yes, cake!!

Oh my god, I have to tell you all about this boy. He is..5 years and 11 months old. That's what he told me. He asked me if I was the real Cinderella. He asked for my number because he wants me to be at his birthday party next month. Before he left, he even gave me a kiss on my cheek. He is so adorable!!

If you wonder what we did in the party, we just walked around, stopped and took pictures when we were asked to. It was actually quite tiring, but I had lots of fun walking around like a princess, talking to the children, posing to cameras. At some point, I did feel a bit embarrassed when people in the hotel gave me the weird look, they must be wondering why's a grown up dressing up as a princess. Nonetheless, it was a really memorable experience.

Lastly I want to wish Princess Gurnemeh and happy princess birthday and may all her wishes come true.

Goodbye straight hair.

2011-04-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

I am no longer the girl with long straight hair. I got a perm. I wouldn't say I don't like it, but I still need some time to get used to it. I like straight hair a lot cause no matter how you mess with it, it never gets messy. However, I decided to get my hair permed because I want to get back my natural curly hair. "What? Your have natural curly hair!??" Yes yes.. I rebonded my hair since I was 12. To be honest, I can't remember how I looked when I had curly hair. Ever since I got my hair rebonded, I had to straighten my hair with a flat iron almost everyday when the roots grow out. I am so sick of waking up early in the morning just to get my hair done so I decided to perm it.

My hair was very long, up to my hipbone. The hairstylist chopped my hair off before perming my hair and now it is... Not short but.. I am so not used to it! It is so...SHORT! Uhmm.. Maybe I just need some time to get used to it.

So sorry for not uploading my blog. I am just too lazy. Just a short update here, I just finished my trial exams. Edexel exams are coming a few weeks time. I can't wait for it to be over. :)

Ok, that's all for now. Bye people. Take care.

PS, don't comment on this picture about my retarded facial expression. Thanks. I feel ugly enough.

So close.

2011-03-05T13:31:00.001+08:00

If you wonder why I have been MIA for a while, I was insanely busy last month with all kinds of orientation programmes in college, that's why I did not have many post for February. Now I have stepped down from the Student Council, I have more time for my personal life and studies.

I am so glad that I joined the Student Council in my college. I remember when I just entered the council, I hardly knew any of the other members and I thought we would just work together when it's necessary. In the end we have all become good friends, we share secrets, party together. The student council members are my new good friends and I hope this friendship will never end. I mean it.

I will never forget how we worked together to carry out Pre-U meetings, the meeting we had in the middle of the night discussing about the problems we had in camp and went through it together, how we laughed so hard at the racist jokes Ashvin and Serric made, the time when we went to Nikko Hotel to have a meeting with the hotel manager regarding the upcoming ball and went home after that just to sleep because we had classes and camp the next day. I am so grateful to have met all of you. You guys are wonderful.

Happy Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T08:59:00.000+08:00

Dear readers,

Single or not, may you life be filled with love. There is someone out there for everyone. It is just a matter of time for that person to walk into our live. :)

With lots of love,

Chinese New Year

2011-02-07T21:39:00.004+08:00

On the second day of Chinese New Year, my family and I went back to my dad's hometown, which is in Temerloh, Pahang. We used to spend Chinese New Year there before my grandparents passed away. Now, the house is pretty much empty. I miss how my grandfather sat on his favorite rocking chair with a cigarette in between his fingers. He passed away when I was.. I can't remember. 14? As for my grandmother, she passed away when I was 7. I vaguely remember how she fought cancer towards the end of her life. I wish I had the chance to get to know her better.

The blackboard my brother and I used to scribble on.

Wall of memories.

Found this in a drawer in the living room. I wonder how long it has been sitting in the drawer.

I was so surprised to see my baby photo in my grandparents' room. I didn't know they would actually frame it up and put it by their bed. I also found a wedding photo of my grandparents. I always think it is a very sweet thing to be able to grow old with someone whom you love very much.

When they were young and loving.

This is a wooden shop. It used to be one of my favorite places to hang out with my brother when we go back for Chinese New Year because it sold fire crackers and all kinds of candies and ice lollies! :D I still remember the old lady's face every time my brother and I walked into her shop. So serene, so lovely. It was not open the day I went there. I am not sure why though. It could be because it's Chinese New Year, or maybe the old lady's not here anymore, maybe she is somewhere in this world where my grandparents are right now.

Every second day of Chinese New Year, a lion dance troupe goes house to house to perform and collect red packets around the new village. This was one of my favorite times during Chinese New Year because I love lion dance. I haven't seen even one this year. :(

Now I am back to college after quite a long break. It is gonna be a super hectic month for me and the rest of the Student Council. We are busy preparing for the Orientation Ball that is around the corner. After the ball, a new council will take over and I will have focus on my studies already. It's my last semester. I have to do well.

Reunion dinner @ SWEETREE

2011-02-02T23:22:00.004+08:00

I am back home from a reunion dinner with my family. It was a good one at Sweetree. I am not very sure where the location is, somewhere in Ampang I suppose. It is owned by a Korean couple and they are really friendly. I really like the interior designs of the restaurant, they are so beautiful.

The place is so beautiful. Various local movies and dramas have come here for their shooting purposes.

Alright, let's see what food we ordered. These are not all though, these are those that I was in time to take a picture of before they were devoured by my family.

Vietnamese Rice Wrap aka Vietnamese Popiah

Fish n' Chips

Korean Omelette

Casarona Pasta

Dol Sok Rice


Chicken Chop

Lemon Sorbet

Coconut Sorbet

Lime Smoothie

The food there are.. I won't say good, but not bad. The fruit sorbets are very special. They come from South Africa and Sweetree is the only place that sells these, at least this was what the restaurant owner said.

I wish I could give more details about this restaurant, at least the exact location, but there isn't any landmark that I know of near there. Oh oh.. There is a mall called Axis Atrium somewhere near the restaurant. So... That's Ampang right?

I really miss those times when my family and I used to go back to my dad's hometown for reunion dinner. Ever since my grandparents passed away, my family spend our Chinese New Year here in KL. I hope you guys had a nice family reunion dinner. For those who are not with your family for any reason, I wish you are doing well wherever you are. Have a happy Chinese New Year. To all my non-Chinese friends, have a happy holiday! :D

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-02T00:58:00.001+08:00

Finally, my Edexcel examinations are over. I don't think I did well for some of the papers, but there is nothing I can do about it right now. If worst comes to worst, I can retake the papers. Oh well, let's leave the past behind and get ready to celebrate what's ahead of us, Chinese New Year!

Went to Mid Valley to do some last minute shopping. I saw a handbag in Guess that day that really caught my attention, I went back to the shop today and found out that the bag is made of genuine leather. Only if that bag was made of synthetic leather, I would definitely buy it. I will not paying even a cent to support those horrific industries that kill animals for their fur and leathers for wealth. :(

I failed to get myself what I wanted to buy, a handbag and a few dresses, and ended up buying some skincare products and cosmetics. I should post up some review posts soon. :)

To all my lovely readers, Happy Chinese New Year! Time to get FAT! May your new year be filled with joy and love!

Clinique Sweet 17 Makeoever Party

2011-01-23T14:59:00.006+08:00

It was my first time attending Clinique Sweet 17 Makeover Party. If you asked me if it was worth going, I would say 'DEFINITELY!'

I really really like the setting. So pretty!


Natasha and me

Liang the host. He is hilarious.

I went there without any makeup on. Okay, that's a lie, BARELY any makeup on. :)

The event started of with an ice breaker game. We were separated into groups and we had to make a dress out of newspapers.

The model from my group

We didn't win the competition, but it's okay. I had fun taping, stapling, cutting, and folding. :)
After that we had two speakers from Clinique on the stage to teach us about skincare and makeup.

Speakers from Clinique

After all very informative talks, we finally got to move to our respective stations. We moved from station to station according to our group. Nat and I were in the Greeen group. Our first station was the accessory station where we had Sze Accessories to teach us how to make our own accessories.

Green ribbon = Group Green

Nat's and my corsages, guess which one is mine.

Second station: Food station!! We had buffet lunch. The food there was okayy, would be better if it was still warm.

While waiting for the next station, which was the Clinique station, we went to the 'photobooth'. Dang, we hadn't had our makeup and hair done. :(

Station 3: Clinique station

There we cleansed our face, got rid of our makeup, though we barely had any, and then we started doing our makeup. To be honest, I don't really like Clinique's cosmetics but their skincare products are very good.


Tadaa! Makeup done.

So next station...
Station 4: Acut Above hair station

Acut Above

I think I don't have to elaborate more on this. Basically we just..got our hair done.


This is how I look after the hairdo. I still prefer straight hair. :( I look a bit like my mom	like this.

Now we were all pretty, guess what's next. A talk about sex. :) By these two young people.

I got 3 Ferrero Rochers for answering a question about cervix. Lol.. I know my body well. :)

After talk, it was time to move our body! We had someone from the Celebrity Fitness to teach us the Gee dance. IT. WAS. SO. FUN! Haha.. Didn't get to take a picture of the people dancing, cause I was dancing too!

So that was pretty much all. We went to collect our goodie bags and lucky draw prizes, and left the place to shop around Sunway Giza.

I was soooo tired after the whole day

So now let me show you what I got from the makeover party.

Sze Accessories

A corsage
A flower ring
A hairband

Clinique

A 3-step kit for combination oily skin
A makeup pouch
Long Last Glosswear SPF15 (10 Air Kiss)
City Block Sheer Oil-Free Daily Face Protector SPF 25
Clinique Moisture Surge
Clinique keychain

Inside 17 Magazine's Goodie Bag

A Glee mug
2 photographs
A Sean Kingston coaster
A pen
A slipper keychain from Havaianas
A multicolor highlighter
A 17 badge
A LeSportsac RM45 shopping voucher
A Clinique RM30 voucher
A Acut Above RM 15 voucher

My lucky draw prize

A bag from LeSportsac!!

Regret for not going? You should be. :)

Exam exam..:(

2011-01-20T23:36:00.002+08:00

It's my second Edexcel examinations and I have 3 more papers to sit for. So far all the papers were not easy, especially Chemistry Unit 2. I actually studied quite a lot for this exam, I thought I was well prepared but all the questions came out damn hard. :(

I have a 3-day break before my next exam, which is Physics Unit 4 on Monday. Ugh.. Physics, is never my subject.Wish me luck people.

I will definitely blog more after my finish my exams, the exams are sucking all my brain juice away and I literally can't think of anything by the time I reach home. So see ya! :)

My Hello Kitty Collection

2011-01-15T15:56:00.008+08:00

Yeah, I like Hello Kitty. Does it help you in decide what to give me on the coming occasions? xD

Just in case you're wondering why my blog url starts with 'hello', I got it from Hello Kitty. x)

The Library Soft Launch

2011-01-15T10:47:00.009+08:00

Shaky camera, I know.. I hate my camera in low light conditions

As I said in one of my previous posts, I would attend the Library's soft launch. And there I was on the day before my Statistics paper. It was soooo crowded that night, people were standing even outside of the bar with their free beers. The free flow started at 8pm. We wanted to go at around 7.30pm, knowing that it would be packed with people, but due to some problem, we left home late and ended up standing too. I saw a few new bouncers that night, eyeing on the people like hawks. Cool, big hawks. ;)

The main reason I went there was to see my friend's performance. Let me introduce him to all of you. His name is Megat and is an awesome beatboxer. I didn't say that just because he is my friend, he is indeed a very talented beatboxer.

Went there with Ryan and Xue Jen

We ran into our friends Joel and Chin Aun there. And from them, we got to know a few of their friends, who are really funny. We took pictures before we left to eat 'tong sui'.

13 Horoscopes!!?

2011-01-15T01:32:00.007+08:00

Umm.. I don't know when this happened, but I just saw it from the Internet. We have 13 horoscope signs and the dates have changed!

ARIES = APRIL 19 - MAY 13
TAURUS = MAY 14 - JUNE 19
GEMINI = JUNE 20 - JULY 20
CANCER = JULY 21 - AUG 9
LEO = AUGUST 10 - SEPTEMBER 15
VIRGO = SEPTEMBER 16 - OCTOBER 30
LIBRA = OCTOBER 31 - NOVEMBER 22
SCORPIO = NOVEMBER 23 - NOVEMBER 29
OPHIUCHUS = NOVEMBER 30 - DECEMBER 17
SAGITTARIUS = DECEMBER 18 - JANUARY 18
CAPRICORN = JANUARY 19 - FEBRUARY 15
AQUARIUS = FEBRUARY 16 - MARCH 11
PISCES = MARCH 12 - APRIL 18

So our new friend's name here is Ophiuchus, aka Serpentarius.

ATTRIBUTES THAT DESCRIBE THE SIGN OF OPHIUCHUS
• interpreter of dreams, premonitions
• attracts good luck
• serpent holder
• lofty ideals
• a seeker of peace and harmony
• doctor of medicine or science
• to add, increase, join or gather together
• poetical, inventive nature, expanding
• seeks higher education
• overseer, supervisor of work
• fame - either grand or completely misunderstood
• longevity, aspirations of healing the ills of man
• architect, builder, reaches for the stars
• tax assessor or levys taxes
• astrological talents, intuitive
• large family indicated, but apt to be separated from them when young
• the number twelve holds great significance
• foresight to benefit from hard times
• has secret enemies in family or close associations
• many jealous of this subject
• notable father, apple of father's eye when young
• high position in life expected [depending on aspects] highest fame and legend comes after death however
• feelings of granular, wise,
• likes to wear clothing of vibrant colors
• receives the favor of those in charge

So anybody an Ophiuchus here?
My birthday is on September 8th. So I am a Leo now?? Aww man.. I enjoyed being a Virgo! Apparently, the sign you are born into now are different than what you've been led to believe your entire life, and the dates change with the position of the sun.

I am not a person who really believes in horoscope, to a certain extent I do. I wish the sun goes back to its original place where I can be a Virgo again.

So what now? I am a...Leo? RAWR!! That's so not me..
I am not sure how reliable is this, some people say its fake. I hope its fake, I want my horoscope back!

Comment below and tell me what do you think about the new dates!

Back To Decemeber Official Music Video

2011-01-14T08:32:00.006+08:00

is finally OUT!! xD

It's released yesterday, 13 January, I wonder if Taylor chose to release it on the 13th on purpose or it was just an coincidence.

Taylor Swift, as usual, looks gorgeous in this video. I am kind of disappointed that the music video is lack of some heart touching stories. I think the video would be so much better if it wasn't just Taylor singing and the guy walking in the snow.

Comment below and tell me what you think about the video! :)

Shaun's birthday dinner

2011-01-09T00:50:00.012+08:00

Celebrated Shaun's belated birthday in Star Village.

Shaun

Grill salmon

Grill mushroom chicken chop. Naicee..:)

Free ice cream. :)

Our car went out of battery so Shaun walked home to get another car. Haha.. Went to the lok lok place.

Shaun's treat :)

This is the interesting part. We went to the LIBRARY after that and saw this flyer.

MEGAT IS PERFORMING THERE THIS COMING THURSDAY!! Fyi, he's my senior in high school, and he is reallyyy good in beatbox.
Though I have exam the next day, I think I will still go there for while with my friends. Can't wait man!! :P

Stepping into 2011.

2011-01-01T15:40:00.008+08:00

Xue Jen, Natasha and I went to IOI Boulevard to celebrate the end of 2010. There was a countdown party there but we spent most of our time in Vive la Vida.

You can't see from here, but it was damn packed okay. Almost all of the restaurants there were full house. We walked around for a while and finally got a table in Vive la Vida.

Free party packs for the first 300 guest.

Roasted Chicken

Weihenstephen
It says there-Hard to pronounce but sooooo good to drink. :D

My favorite-Hoegaarden

Erdinger
Meh, okay la.. Not bad. Taste a bit like old man's beer.

5 free beers for spending more than RM 150

Ran into some Puchong friends.

Three of us <3

So, it's a new year now. I shall start afresh. Got up in the morning, excited for brunch, I found a note on my door from my mom.

Great, so now they are at the beach. Without me. Oh well..:( The first day of my new year. I am alone at home.

Epilogue: 2010

2010-12-30T21:08:00.008+08:00

I had never felt time pass so fast before. Looking back at the ups and downs I had this year, I feel that I have grown up a lot. I still can't believe that tomorrow will be the last day of 2010. Despite of the fact that I am looking forward for a fresh start, part of me is reluctant to let 2010 to become just a memory.

In January, I got in to Methodist College Kuala Lumpur. Experienced culture shock. That was definitely not an easy month for me. However, I managed to make a lot of friends and they play a very big part in my college life.

Deltians

In February, attended the first ever ball night in my life. Got nominated as Freshie Queen. :D

In March, Kids Carnival. Haha. I remember I lost my voice that day and felt so grumpy. I snapped at anybody who came near me. :P Performed on the Treasure Hunt day. That was the one and only performance I got to do with the cheer team. :(

Treasure Hunt

In April, nothing much happened.

In May, went to Bukit Broga and meet a bunch of new friends from Uniten. Some of those friends became my karaoke kakis. They are a bunch of crazy and fun people, haha. Had my first Edexcel Examinations.

In June, went on a family vacation to Sabah. Went karaoke with Xue Jen and Natasha.

In July, donated blood for the first time. Don't ask me whether it was painful. Anyone with half a brain should know it hurts! Got together with a someone. Got into the Student Council. :) I really want to thank the lecturer who nominated me and the people who encouraged me to go for it, I found myself and what I want to do in Student Council. And the people in Student Council are reallyyyy nice people too. I won't get to know them if I hadn't join Student Council.

McRave

In August, went to the July intake's Orientation Camp as a facilitator. Had bunch of fun with the other facilitators. I still remember the karaoke session we had on the way back! It was hilarious! Haha.. Ding dong ding dong~xP

The other facilitators

In September, my boyfriend had to go oversea to study, so we broke up. Oh well, I believe everything happens for the best. He did not just come into my life as a boyfriend, he also inspired me in a lot of ways. I can't tell you exactly how he did it, he just did. Oh, and I had an AWESOME birthday! :P

My birthday celebration with my friends

A little surprise party my friends from the Student

Council threw me. Thank you guys soooo much!

In October.. Can't remember what happened. But it certainly wasn't an easy month after the breakup.

In November, last month of my second semester of my course. Felt like stopping time. Had some night outs of my girl friends.

In December, attended Toastmaster Leadership Programme. Made lots of new friends and had a very memorable time with them. Wai Lok had to leave to Australia. :(

A picture with Wai Lok

Toastmaster Leadership Programme

One more day, then we are in a whole new year, a new year full with promise and prospect. I will finish my A Level in MCKL and will enter university. It is a very important year for me and I wish everything will turn out well.

I wish everyone here a happy new year. May your new year full with joy and love. <3

Fix ya crap, Twitter!

2010-12-28T02:55:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, when I send a tweet, Twitter tells me that they did something wrong and wants me to send my tweet again in A MINUTE. I try to refresh my page and send my tweet again, it tells me the same thing. After refreshing the page 10,000 times, it still tells me the same thing.

When I don't have problem sending my tweets, this Twitter API thing keeps popping up asking for my user name and password. Clicking OK won't do any good, it will still pop out few minutes later. This is really getting on my nerves.

Apparently I am not the only one having this problem. Anybody here facing the same problem as me in Twitter? I am switching back to the old version for now. Twitter had better fix it before all of us have to migrate to the new version. :(

Fullstop.

2010-12-28T00:09:00.004+08:00

No relationship is ever a failure if you manage to learn something about yourself.
Just because it didn't work out doesn't mean it wasn't a necessary part of
your journey to becoming who you're meant to be.

2010 Christmas: YMCA street feeding+Gulliver's Travels

2010-12-26T17:46:00.005+08:00

It was Christmas and I went YMCA to do some street feeding, spread some love. :) I hadn't seen so many people there before, but it was full house yesterday. Some of the blinds even had to sit outside the shade. Fortunately it wasn't very hot that day as it is the rainy season now. All the food was finished and everybody got a goodie bag before they left.

I could feel all the love and blessings in the air, and the happiness of giving. I have to say that this was by far the most meaningful Christmas I have ever had.

At night, I went to watch Gulliver's Travels with my family. It had been a long time since I last caught a movie. The movie was okay, not as funny as I thought it would be though. Grown Ups was better. :)

After that, we went to a mamak stall to chill. I did not enjoy myself there at all! The mosquitoes there loved me, and I am sure they had a very merry Christmas for sucking blood from my legs.

The Dusun

2010-12-24T17:54:00.009+08:00

Vampire attack!

My family goes on a vacation pretty much every time my dad comes back from India. This holiday, we went to The Dusun, which is located near Seremban. It was a memorable one. :)

Day 1: Steamboat dinner

It was already evening when we arrived there. Went to the pool with my siblings for a while. After we came back from the swimming pool, we had steamboat dinner in our 'house' and went up to sleep. I was tired and fell asleep quickly with a firefly flickering around in my room. How beautiful! :)

Day 2: Jungle trekking, waterfall, small talks on the deck in front of the sunset, barbecue dinner.

Early in the morning, after our breakfast, we went into the jungle with an orang asli as our guide. I have always been a person who loves to be close to the nature, so I really had fun. And I got my first ever leech bite near my waist. Had some on my legs too, but those were kinda small. Unlike me, my sis hates the jungle, she was disgusted my the soil, annoyed by the leaves, horrified by the leeches. Haha! It was amusing to see her shriek when she found a giant leech in her shoe.

Spent some time at the waterfall before we headed back for lunch. Took a nap. In the evening, my family and I sat on the deck and had some small talks. Took a lot of pictures but none of them have me inside because I was the camera person. :(

Those sexy legs at the corner of the picture are mine. :)

Soon after the sun set, we had barbecue dinner. This is my favorite time of the vacation because I got to show off some of the skills I acquired from all the camps I have been to. We didn't have fire starter, so I started the fire with cotton and cooking oil. Smart heh? :P

My sis didn't know there was a moth on her shirt when I took this picture. Omg, you should see how she screamed when she saw it. Haha..

On the last day, day 3, we just had our breakfast and checked out from our 'house' in the afternoon. Oh, mind you, it was not a resort or whatsoever, it is a house owned by a couple from New Zealand. I dream to own a house like this too, but not in the forest, but by the beach. :) I am now finally home. Tired from the car ride. It is Christmas tomorrow, I already have my plans, how about you?

My new love.

2010-12-20T02:44:00.007+08:00

I am here to rave about my new laptop! :D I know a lot of you already have your own laptop since long time ago, but let me rave la kay? I am just happy that I finally got mine! :)

I got my new laptop yesterday and now I don't have to share the family computer with my siblings. So I think I will be able to blog more often, if I want to, and have more privacy when I chat to my friends online without my family walking around in the background. I can do my research more efficiently because my laptop is faster then my family computer, and I can do it in my room alone, quietly. I can be online until late night and no one will care. I have so much more freedom.

I am having some problem with my laptop though. I feel so ancient using the latest Window. Everything seems too advanced for me. But I am kind of a fast learner, not a big problem, haha! And... The webcam is working, but it doesn't have a software to run it offline. I can use it for video chatting, but not to take picture. And.. My uncle installed some software for me, IN CHINESE VERSION!! The mandarin section in my brain is like closed for so long and is rusted already. I have to squint my eyes and try to pronounce the words before processing them in my brain to understand what the sentence means. Luckily they are not important software though, so it doesn't matter that much.

Marry-Merry

2010-12-18T00:05:00.006+08:00

I feel as if I have wasted another day for not studying for the exam. I went to shop for a dress for next year's Orientation Ball night. My mom told me there is a boutique called Marry-Merry in SS2 that has really nice dresses, so I went there with my aunt today.

And got my OB dress! :D

At first I wanted a short one because, though long ones are elegant, I think it's easier to dance in a short dress. So I tried on a few dresses and this was the one I liked most among all the short ones I tried on.

However, there was something wrong with this dress. It's still tooo big for me even the size was only S. So I tried on some long ones.

I like this design but not the colour. :(

After 1 and a half hours in the shop, I finally decided the dress to bring home. :) Even the makeup I am gonna do for that night! :D

Haha.. I am not gonna tell you how it looks like right now right here, keep you all in suspence. You will know when I blog about the night. By the way, OB night is in February. Few more months to go. :)

The dresses in Marry-Merry are really affordable. Well, of course you can't compare them with Time Square's dresses. You can easily get a dress for RM25 there. They are different in the sense of quality. :) I heard from someone Time Square's dresses, though some of them are quite nice, they are DISPOSABLE!

Feel free to visit Marry-Merry's blog: http://marry-merry.blogspot.com/

By the way, I am going to the education fair tomorrow in Mid Valley. And will maybe get to shop again. Keke.. So anybody going as well tomorrow? :)

Haul!! :P

2010-12-16T21:54:00.008+08:00

It was the last day of J Card Members Day today in Mid Valley. I went there with my parents. At first I was stuck with my mom. I don't really enjoy shopping with her because she likes to go to places like Metrojaya and Jusco.. Ugh, I don't like. But I had to follow her because I had no money to shop alone. :( After a while, my dad stuffed some cash into my hand and ask me to go and enjoy myself. Hah! My dad loves me. x) So here are some stuff I got.

Vincci Heels (Brown)

Normal price: RM99.00
After discount: RM49.50

Vincci Heels (Beige)
Normal price: RM79.00
After discount: RM39.50

I like this pair of heels a lot. :)

P&Co T-Shirt
Normal price: RM49.00
After discount: RM19.60

Voir Jeans (Short)
Normal price: RM79.90
After discount: RM39.95

I thought the T-shirt was cute when I saw it, but now I don't really like it.
The rabbit looks so scary. :(

But the pair of jeans is really a hit! It is very COMFY and
not expensive at all. :)

The Face Shop Stick Eye Shadow (White)
Normal price: RM29.90
After discount: RM14.95

This is something I have been waiting to get. Finally I got it. :P

I didn't have much time to shop because when I got to shop alone it was already quite late. I was walking like damn fasttttt so that I could get as many stuff as I could. These are not all though, bought some stuff that are too personal to show. Haha.. Boy, shopping makes me so happy. Plus the sales and the christmas atmosphere, it's such an enjoyable thing to do!!

Conclusion: My favorite season, YEAR END SALES SEASON! :)

Don't Give Up

2010-12-07T00:00:00.003+08:00

Has anyone of you tried fighting for something you want so much in your life but ended up falling so hard onto the ground, flat on your face, and felt like that was the end of the world?

I had a granduncle who spent his last few months of his life in the intensive care unit in the hospital, depending on a machine to help him breathe. The doctor told us there was nothing much he could and to be ready for the day. Every time he lost his consciousness, we never expected him to ever wake up again. But every time we thought it was about time to let him go, he would gain back his consciousness and started talking to us again the next day. At last, he passed away, in peace. Back then, I was still a kid. But I could already tell that my granduncle had fought hard for his life, he did not give up until his very last breathe.

I have an aunt who had cancer. One day, she came to me and told me that the pain was so excruciating, it was too painful to bear and she did not want to live anymore. She wanted to kill herself. I hugged her and said 'Hang in there aunty. The doctors have not given up on you. We, as your family have not given up on you. Why should you give up on yourself?' Every day after I came back from my school, I stayed by her side to keep her company, just so that she would not... Kill herself.

At some point of life, you may be disheartened by a lot of things. One day you are at the top of the world. The next day, someone else is already better than you, and you start to think that maybe you are not as good as you thought and you lose all your willpower to move on. People, life, is like a marathon. When someone overtook you, it does not mean that at the end of the race you won't be the champion! Just keep running, if not you will never reach the end.

At some point of life, you may feel like you have done all the things you could to reach your dream. You have tried your very best to impress your boss, to score an A in Science, to put your family together, but nothing seems to fall into place. Everything seems so tough and you want to give up. People, life is like riding a bicycle. You won't fall unless you stop peddling.

At some point of life, you may think you have done enough. When people ask you to give it another push, you say 'that little bit more of effort will not help much, I have tried so hard!' So you think that little bit more effort won't help? Sometimes, that little bit extra effort you put into whatever you are doing can make a difference. Sometimes, that little bit extra effort can make all the difference. The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little bit of extra.

We all know water boils at 100°C. So what happens at 99°C? The water is one degree away from boiling. How about at 1°C? The water is just one degree away from freezing. Will the water freeze at 1°C? Never. So does the little extra effort count?

Thomas Edison once said, many people do not know how close they were from success when they gave up. Tough times toughen us. Things that don't kill us make us stronger. Challenges are here to make our lives better, not bitter.

Remember the aunt I mentioned just now? She has survived cancer. How wasted it would be if she killed herself back then. So my friends, no matter what you are fighting for now, do not give up, because you'd never know if you are just one step, or even one degree away from success. Good luck.

A bit. Too fast?

2010-11-25T19:36:00.007+08:00

How did it get so late so soon?
It's night before it's afternoon.
December is here before it's June.
My goodness how the time has flown.
How did it get so late so soon?

Pay Less Books

2010-11-19T18:30:00.011+08:00

Pay Less Books is back again in YMCA!!

Date: 19-20 November 2010

Time: 9.00am-9.00pm

Don't miss your chance to grab some cheap and cheerful secondhand books

for LESS THAN HALF THEIR ORIGINAL PRICES!!

If you miss your chance this time you would need to wait until

17 December 2010

And Pay Less Books will be back in 3K Inn.

So many books for only RM60!

If you were to buy them for their original prices, I am sure they would easily cost you RM300! Secondhand books are really not that bad. It's the content that counts after all.

I am not a smart shopper and tend to rush into decision and go home with things I regret buying. While I was on the way home on the bus with 11 books in my hands, I started to feel silly for buying so many books. I came home and looked for reviews of the books I bought, and thank god their reviews are not bad.

These are gonna keep me occupied for a while. Guess I won't need to hit the bookstore again anytime soon. :)

Click on the image to enlarge and view details

Beauty is short-lived.

2010-11-11T02:26:00.007+08:00

Just a random one. I can't draw very well, especially portriat. I did this video at 1.30am because I can't sleep. So, have fun! :)

I don't own the music.

The disappeared little devil

2010-11-10T23:24:00.004+08:00

Our favorite game Tug-of-War

419 days without you.

Updatess

2010-11-08T15:19:00.004+08:00

Dear readers,

I know it has been a long long time since I updated you all. A lot have happened in the past few months. And sometimes, I just prefer things to be kept to myself. That's why I didn't not post it up here.

After going through all the ups and downs, I have learned a lot of things that I wouldn't have understood before this. We learn from our mistakes, we learn when we fall, we learn when it hurts. And after every heart break, we grow a little smarter, a little wiser, a little stronger.

I learned that everything happens for a reason. A bad thing prepares us for the worse, the worse prepares us for the worst.

I learned that there is no such thing at my-kind-of-guy/girl. You will never know how much you can love that person until give yourself a chance to love him or her.

I learned that there is no dream that is too big to be achieved. If you have a dream, reach out for it. Do not give in to pressure from peers or even your family. You yourself know what you want most in life.

I learned to be fearless (or at least try to act as though I'm not afraid of anything and try to overcome it). Things that don't kill you make you stronger. And always ask yourself when you're held back by fear, 'What would I do if I weren't afraid?'

I learned to take responsibility for my own action. Sometimes, there are people out there who love to care about things that are totally none of their business and it's annoying. I am grateful for the friendly advices that I get from the people who care about me. But when they start to interfere with my personal life, then that's too much. I am sorry if I offended anyone, but.. I take responsibility for my own action okay? :)

I realize that the people whom I care most care about me too, so I am gonna love them more. :)

Officially Missing You

2010-10-15T21:58:00.003+08:00

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go

‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away

And today I’m officially missin’ you

I thought that from this heartache,

I could escape

But I’ve fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today I’m officially missing you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I’m officially...

All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears

Looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all,

I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now

So that I would get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say that

I-I’m officially missin’ you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I’m officially missing you

:)

2010-10-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

When things get a little out of hand, when the person you wish to see is far away, just take a break and look around. You will find small things around you that makes you smile. :)

An old married couple pull into a gas station, and the old man roles down his window.

Gas station attendant:

Old man:

Old Woman:

Old Man:

Old Woman:

Old Man:

Gas station attendant:

Old Man:

Old Woman:

Old man:

Old Woman:

Old Man:

Gas station attendant:

Old Man:

Old Woman:

Old Man:

Old Woman:

Old Man:

Gas station attendant:

Old Woman:

Old Man:

5 things you have to do with your loved ones

2010-08-22T20:47:00.006+08:00

1. Cuddle on a coach with some food in your hands (it could be chips, instant noodles, pop corns, etc) and watch a romantic movie together.

2. Sneak out in the middle of the night to a nearby park, lie down side-by-side on the basketball court and just enjoy his presence under the moonlight.

3. Make him piggyback you to his car when you need to go home from his place despite how tired he is.

4. Watch him smile when he sleeps and then give him a kiss on his cheek. Make sure he returns the kiss, if not just wake him up by giving him a hard bite on his shoulder.

5. Watch the sunset by the beach.

2010-08-20T19:39:00.004+08:00

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Book review: Bed of Roses

2010-08-14T21:31:00.006+08:00

One of the best past time to have during the holidays is to have a good romance in your hands accompanied by a cup of coffee (I prefer instant noodles though, coffee just makes the picture better). That's what I like to do especially when I'm on vacation, instead of waking up early and following and family for breakfast early in the morning, I prefer to have a sleep in in the hotel room, get up when I wanna get up, go out to the balcony, and start my day with something romantic..=) I picked this book up when I was on a vacation in Sabah. I was feeling really bored and needed a book to kill time.

This book is about a girl named Emma who worked as a florist in a wedding planning company Vows that was owned by one of her best friends. Emma was gorgeous and sexy, men swarmed around her, but she never found her Mr. Right. Jack Cooke was so close to the women of Vows (Emma and her best friends) that he's practically family. The last person Emma thought she'd fall in love with is Jack, because he was not the best guy to share love with. He was so close to them and things would just turn nasty if their relationship didn't work out, plus he was a player, always mingling around girls and never had a steady partner. Knowing that Jack was not her dream guy, yet Emma had fallen for him. At the end of the story, Jack found himself in love with Emma and they got married. Typical and so predictable huh? Yeah..

The reason I picked this book up was because I was attracted by its cover and title, it looks so romantic and I thought this would be another good romance. Though it's so predictable, I knew they were gonna get married, this book didn't not fail to keep me occupied when I was feeling hell bored in Sabah.

One thing I don't like about this book is it's so unrealistic! Emma had a PERFECT life, way tooooo perfect and I'm jealous. She was hot, had something she love doing as her job, worked with her best friends, had super loving parents, and at last got married with the man she really loved. I couldn't find anything not near to perfect about her in this book. People, life is NOT perfect!!

"Romance, in Emmaline opinion, made being a woman special. Romance made every woman beautiful, and every man a prince. A woman with romance in her life lived as grandly as a queen, because her heart was treasured."

"Flowers, candlelight, long walks in the moonlight in a secluded garden..."

"She wanted the day after day, night after night, year after year, the home, the family, the fights, the support, the sex, the everything.

He was one who wanted his own space, his own direction, who considered marriage a gamble with long odds."

"She knew all those things about him, and still she'd fallen."

Emma wanted forever, Jack enjoyed the present. Emma didn't dare to tell Jack that she loved him simply because she was afraid that Jack would freak out and leave her. But lucky for her, this man fell for her at the end of the story.

I think the way Emma thinks. If a relationship doesn't last forever, what's the point of even starting it? Get into a relationship then love that person with your heart, never give up easily in the relationship. But sometimes when you fall in love with someone like Jack, the only thing you can do is to enjoy the present and hope one day he will settle down with you. Good luck everyone.

With love.

Ready to Go!

2010-08-05T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, I will be joining the Julies to their Orientation Camp as one of the facilitators. I am sure I am gonna have so much fun there as I love outdoor activities. Just can't wait for it!! =D We're taking off from the college tomorrow at about 2.30pm. The network coverage at the campsite is really bad, so I am sorry if I go out of radar for a while, I will be back on Sunday.

Must bring:
#1 Sleeping bag Checked
#2 Torch light Checked
#3 Clothes for 3 days Checked
#4 Shoes and slippers Checked
#5 Mosquito repellent Checked
#6 Sun screen Checked
#7 Toiletries Checked
#8 Mamee Sllrrrp Cup Instant Noodles Checked
#9 Salt water (to get rid of the vampires!) Checked
#10 Writing materials Checked

DONE!! And I'm ready to go..=D

MTV World Stage

2010-08-01T20:18:00.013+08:00

Had a long long day last night. Went to college for a meeting with the Student Council members and the other facilitators in the morning and discussed about the July intake Orientation Camp (Yay.. Will be going to another camp this Friday!!^^). I am sure I will have a great experience with the new Student Council members and the Julies.

After the meeting I had to rush back home, eat my lunch (had Mamee Sllrrrp again, Ayam Sensasi remains to be one of my favorite flavours, lol..), get myself ready and rush to Sunway before the traffic started to slow down because of MTV World Stage concert.

To those people for didn't attend the concert, I'm gonna tell you something here. IT SUCKED!! I am really really disappointed. The rained screwed the sound system up and caused loooooong delays between performances,ugh!!

Bunkface

But I have to say Bunkface was better than I thought. I didn't know them before the concert and thought they were one of those lousy local bands but they are actually quite good. =)

Bunkface was followed up by Wonder Girls, I didn't really enjoy their performance probably because I was too bored by the delay before they came out plus I don't really know them, so...=/ Here is a video of their intro.

All of us were wearing rain coats.

And Tokio Hotel was the bomb of the night!! They are great performers and have really made the night slightly more worth all the waiting.

Tokio Hotel-Bill

Tokio hotel put the stage on FIRE!!

After Tokio Hotel was a fregging long delay. I was too tired so I gave up waiting. Left the concert and went to the changing room and had a talk with XJ instead.

Well, the night didn't just end like that. Spent some time with a special someone who totally spiced up the night..=)

Replay

2010-07-21T23:03:00.009+08:00

Because there are some demands out there, I'm uploading another pointless video here. Ohmygod, it's embarrassing, but you guys seem to be more interested in these videos than what's really happening in my life. Haha.. I apologize that I have been abandoning my blog, I will revive and update it whenever I can. College life is getting busier. I hope you guys understand. And.. I'm glad these videos have cheered some of the people up but I'm sorry if I can't cope with the demand for more pointless videos, because my life isn't that pointless after all, haha!

FYI, the chords for is song are Em, C, G, D all the way to the end. Have fun!

Dance with me!

2010-05-26T18:30:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the bad video quality, I recorded this using my phone. Tik Tok just came out that time so I wasn't sure about the lyrics. Please don't share this facebook or whatsoever, cause... I DON'T WANNA BE KNOWN AS THE GIRL WHO DANCED TO THE SONG TIK TOK IN FRONT OF TESCO!!

Fashion Glam + Mother's Day

2010-05-11T20:56:00.004+08:00

I went for a photo shoot last Sunday. It has been a really long time since I went for my last photo shoot. My aunt spent more than RM300 in Sunway Pyramid and that's how I got to enter this Fashion Glam Cover Girl thing. It was a loads of fun! :) But I gotta admit that I'm very bad in posing, haha.. As you can see in the video, I look like a giant standing beside the two ladies, a wooden giant. My stubborn hair couldn't stay in its place, the hairstylist had to come over and do some touch up. The photographer looked kinda pissed. Well, not my fault. Blame my hair, or the hairstylist.

Makeover and hairdo before the photo shoot

It was Mother's Day. I treated my mum a fish spa after the photo shoot. I don't think those fish has done any good to my feet, they just made me feel super ticklish!! Imagine the whole bunch of fish kissing your feet! Fish are stupid.

I was feeling to ticklish to stay still

Free cupcakes for all the mothers

Bukit Broga

2010-05-01T14:16:00.003+08:00

A fine Saturday morning, when the sun had risen up in the sky. A bunch of young people trekked up Bukit Broga hoping to see the sunrise.

There are 4 peaks in in Bukit Broga, we managed to go up to all four peaks in around 30 minutes.

When we were heading back after having our lunch in Semenyih, we took the wrong turn and missed the highway that we were supposed to take. We checked the compass and realized that we were heading South. Few minutes later, this sign board appeared by the road. We were now in Negeri Sembilan.

WTH!? I wanna go home!!

2010-05-01T13:52:00.005+08:00

From left to right: Shi Min, me, Qiao Xin, Jeh Ying, Wen Jun, Suet Yi, Jasmine

We used to sit down together and discuss our debate topic.
Today, we sit down to talk about the past that I hope will not be just a distant memory in the future.

Friendship forever.

5th episode: MCKL

2010-04-17T19:33:00.008+08:00

I know it has been a long long time since I updated my blog. I was kinda busy, and I admit I was being kinda lazy too. This is just a random update. Hope you people enjoy the video.

PS. A higher quality video will be up in Facebook soon (hopefully..)
PPS. Have to sensor my face in the video, haha.. Too greasy to be seen.

My Names

2010-02-18T20:44:00.002+08:00

Name 1: Lim Kai Shin
Everyone knows about this. About 90% of the people around me call me Kai Shin

Name 2: Ah Yan
This is what most of my family members and relatives call me. Its actually my Shin in Cantonese.

Name 3: Kelly
This is a name my high school friends gave me. Not widely used. They gave me this name just because they say I LOOK like Kelly.

Name 4: Elizabeth
This name is given to me by a PBSM instructor, Tuan Azizul. He couldn't get my Chinese name, so to make it easier when he wanted to use me as an example when teaching first aid, he gave me a name Elizabeth.

Name 5: Taylor
Some people in my college call me Taylor for some reasons.

Kelly+Elizabeth+Taylor+Kai Shin+Yan

Conclusion: My name is Keliztaykaiyan (Try to pronounce it..XP)

Nokia Comes With Music Concert

2010-01-30T16:52:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the very shaky and short video. My phone went out of battery after thats why it stopped recording. But this is the proof I went there! I have a clearer video of Utt giving out goody bags but it is kinda of lengthy.

We were at the very front end. We were screaming and jumping, pushing and squeezing all night. I can still feel the adrenaline rush now. We also gt to take some photos with Utt, a DJ from MTV. He's so cute! But Nat says that he is almost 40, can't imagine I was screaming my head off just to get a guy who's about my mum's age to take a photo with him. But he is really cute and friendly, so..;) The concert was awesome, Martin from Boys Like Girls was just few centimeters away from my fingertips when he came down from the stage, I could have touched him if he's just a few contimeters fatter! Hui Jiun gt to grab his arm, how lucky! Check this video out, this is when Martin came down from the stage. [Link] You must check this out!

Kay, I feel very lazy to type now, effects of the adrenaline rush. Just wanna tell you guys I went to the Nokia Comes With Music Concert. And.. My legs hurt from all the jumping last night.

4th episode : MCKL

2010-01-26T19:37:00.010+08:00

We had our 1st Biology Lab session today.

And we caught some Paramecium in action. Constantly running out of our sight and hiding under the soil particles.

Sam and I chasing Paramecium

Studied some prepared slides too.

Frog embryo
Lily... Stem i think..

Tadpole tail

And Mr Steward sleeping..^^
Haha.. No la, he is drawing actually..

3rd episode : MCKL

2010-01-21T17:38:00.003+08:00

I have a whole bunch of things to tell all of you!!

Daniel. He is like the 2nd kian choon I met in my life. He is not retarded, very smart indeed. But, he is kinda weird. I know its bad to talk bad things about people, especially in a blog, but.. I have to say it. That day, Mdm Chong asked him to distribute some Physics paper to us. So he was standing in front of the class calling people's name. "Kai Shin" he called. I was sitting in front, so I didn't bother to walk forward to him, I raised my hand and kind of like waved to him. And he gave me that kind of look (==) and asked "Can't you just walk?", and he looked down to my legs and looked back at me "Since you have legs?" What the hell? Hahahaha.. I find it so funny! Everyone was doing the same, raised their hands and waved a bit, and of all people he scolded me, hahaha.. Can't you walk? Since you have legs?

This afternoon, En Jiat, Trived and I were chatting outside the class and Daniel appeared from the door. He was wearing a formal button shirt, red and white stripes, from far it looks like pink. I remember seeing him wearing it a few days ago, so I just ask him whether it is the same shirt, just to start a conversation ok. Then he was like (==) "Yeah, I know your parents' pockets are big, unlike mine" What? So you think I'm bragging about my outfit now ah? Please la, I am not looking down on you. I change my jeans once a week okay? Once a week!!

Then Trived asked him about some bible knowledge contest thing, Daniel got a prize. I dont't know what it is about but apparently its something big. Trived wanted to congratulate him but you know what he said? "So? It's not a big thing. So?" Trived felt like punching into his face!

Ok, enough about Daniel. Community service.

All of the MCKL scholarship holders have to do community service for at least 10hours. So I did my first 2 hours in YMCA, street feeding. Most of the people who went there for free food were the blinds, old people, and drug addicts. I met an old man there. He requested to take a picture of all the MCKL volunteers. I don't know why I like it there. I really look forward to going there every Saturday. Its like a place where all we talk about is love and care.

Remember I told you about my Physic teacher? Oink? Yeah. Just now she came in and wanted to check our assignments. I was like crap, Im so dead because I didn't do. But I still want to escape from it la, so I took out my previous assignments, with all the rubbish calculation and formulae and held them in my hands. She walked passed Shaun and I, threw a glance on our papers and walked away. Hah!! We are safe! And then she started teaching, and she caught someone using the calculator behind when she was doing something that didn't require a calculator. She actually stopped talking and ask that fella "What you doing at the back? What are you counting? I'm talking about my notes, u'd better pay attention. Oink? When I teach I focus. So u'd better do the same. My eyes are very sharp ah, don't think if you sit behind I can't see what you are doing. Oink? Pay attention." Oh yeah, If your eyes were sharp, You would have seen that I took out my previous assignments!

I'm starting to like my college life. Maybe because Im kinda ussed of it already. And Pre Med society has started this Wednesday. I'm the Program Director. Its pretty cool to be in Pre Med Society because its started by us, I mean Samantha. And we are the first committees! We will have a first aid training program in February. After that course we will all be qualified first aiders! We also had a discussion with a doctor on our first meeting. He told us a lot about the life of a doctor, his medical students told us what are the things that we need to sacrifice to be a medical student. I feel lucky because I had the opportunity to talk to a doctor about this before I decide what I want to do, because I might regret one day if the job didnt turn out to be as good as i thought.

Yeah. Um.. I don't know what else to say. Will keep you guys updated kay?

Bye!

PS Will try to take some pictures of my college friends ;)

2nd episode:MCKL

2010-01-15T21:39:00.005+08:00

Ok, I'm gonna talk about the bus today. It is horribly smelly! All kinds of people use the bus, old people, the blinds, scavengers, aunties, uncles, and students, like us. You can find any smell in the bus EXCEPT smell that doesn't hurt your nose. BO, rubbish, market, exhaust, prawns, shoes! Some mad drivers just can't drive properly and the bus jerks every few seconds, and with those disgusting smell lingering around us, by the time we reach IOI, we are already half dead. Shaun said we should stuff some gums into our nose so we could only smell mint!

I know I didn't stop complaining about my college life, but of course not everything is bad here. I kind of like my college friends.

Allister-He is from Seksyen4 as I mentioned. He plays a guitar. He is a rather quiet guy. So its good to be around him when you need peace. Haha..

Lynn-She is from Puchong too. We take the bus home together. And one thing special about her is she is always very enthusiastic and compassionate. Always bright and cheerful. And always hungry as well.

Sasvin-From Taman SEA. Very gentle and nice. VERY. I don't know how to describe him, but he is really nice.

Trived-He is nice. I know I have used the word nice a few times, but yeah, they are all nice! Before I knew him, I referred him as the-always-smiling-guy. Even our physics teacher said so! And he looks a bit like Daniel Radcliffe.

En Jiat-He is nice too, haha.. He is friendly and helpful. But is quite introvert.

Samantha-A good leader. She is starting a Pre Med society for those people who want to pursue their studies in whatever medical field to gather together and learn things like first-aid, visit medical colleges and universities, help out in free clinics and stuff like that.

Hmmm.. Did I missed out anyone?

There are a few that I didn't mention, because I still don't know them that well. But we do hang out together during breaks and after college. Like, Sundra, Asvin, Samuel. Asvin is a combination of Thana and Suriya, haha..

This afternoon, when I was walking to the LRT station with Sasvin, Trived, Sasvin was talking about blond haired girl and didn't realize there was an albino behind us whose hair was kind of white and slightly blond. Trived kept telling him to stop because we didn't know if that would sound offensive to the albinos. But when Sasvin turned to the left to check whether the albino was still there, the albino went slightly to his right. When Sasvin turned to the right, he went slightly to the left. So Sasvin thought that fella was gone so he continued talking about blond haired girls. The moment he opened his mouth again, the albino was right beside him. The scene was so hilarious, haha..

And there was once, we were talking about our physics teacher. None of us seem to like her. She is very impatient in teaching. We don't understand what she is teaching about and she doesn't like to explain things twice. Her class is so dull. There was once, the lesson was so dull til an extend that everyone started daydreaming and staring out of the windows. She suddenly popped out with a question What so interesting outside ar? Madam Chong, there is nothing interesting outside, but you're just too BORING! Trived said she always ends her sentence with an oink. Thats true. Actually she is trying to say Alright, but she pronounces it so unclearly it sounds like an Oink! Oink? Oink!

Oink, that all for today. For those who have just started college, I wish you all the best. Oink. Bye.

1st episode. MCKL

2010-01-14T18:05:00.004+08:00

Hey people! Its the second week of college. I still don't feel that that is my place, my college. It just feels like it is a place where you used to go for seminar, and you know that you'll be there just for a while. A lot of people say college is fun, but for now, I dont think so.

Every morning when I pass by my high school, I have the urge to ask my mum to stop the car, walk in and greet every teacher that I run into Selamat Pagi Cikgu, head to the tapak perhimpunan and sit there and wait for my friends to arrive. I miss being in high school, everything was so simple. I miss coming back from school and sitting in front of the computer for the rest of the day, watching videos, blogging, chatting.

It takes me 2 hours everyday going to and back from college. Now I realized how near my house was from school.

Shaun and I go to college by LRT. We need to reach Bukit Jalil station by 7. I get up at 5.45am every morning, much earlier than when I was in high school, take off at 7.40am. In the LRT, we don't talk. We either watch people sleeping with their mouth wide open, or watch the standing people rock back and forth, or stare unseeingly at people's shoes, bags, or toe nails. Sometimes, we just close our eyes and wait for the man staying in the speaker to announce Next station, Hang Tuah. And then we need to transit to the KL monorel. This is where we meet a lot of people from our college.

By the way, if you don't know who Shaun is, check my older post, he is my favorite sexy friend.

In college, a lot of people think Shaun is my boyfriend. People often come to me and ask Is that tall guy your boyfriend? And sometimes after clarifying that we are just close friends, some of them still don't believe! Why ah? You all don't have friends as close as like Shaun and I?

There're actually two people there besides Shaun who make me don't feel like a Puchong alien there. Allister, he is from Seksyen4. And Sasvin, he is from Taman S.E.A! Both of them are like the sane ones, really...

Ok, I need to get started with my assignments now. Will tell you all more next time. Bye!

Blog is Dead

2010-01-06T20:34:00.005+08:00

Dear followers,

Sorry for not keeping you all updated. My computer has broken down for quite some time and I havent got my laptop yet.

I'm currently studying in Methodist College KL. I wished I could share every single thing that I have come across in college, Orientation Day, boring lecturers, mundane daily routine, new friends etc.

I promise I'll resume blogging when my computer is fixed. Or when I get my new laptop. I miss blogging, I really do!

Christmas wish list.

2009-12-15T00:57:00.008+08:00

#1 A wallet
#2 A hair dryer/hair straightener
#3 Camcorder/camera
#4 A white hoody
#5 A pair of canvas shoes
#6 Books (eg, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn)
#7 LED book light
#8 A Mac Book!!
#9 A CD player, or better,a Hi Fi system for my room
#10 A box of puzzle

I'm doing this not because I want to hint anyone to get me a Christmas gift, its not a tradition for me to exchange gift and do anything about Christmas. I will get them by myself one by one when I have the money. But I still hope Santa will see it (or maybe my mum ^^).My favorite festival is Christmas. But I never celebrate Christmas. I never decorate a Christmas tree. Hmm.. I think I have another thing in my wishlist.

#11 A Christmas celebration, and a Christmas tree

I missed out something...

2009-12-10T02:03:00.004+08:00

Actually YanWei and I had sort of 'rehearse' on the phone for our 'speech' at the party. But we missed out so many things. So let me do it again here. Below are our, some mine, honest opinions and feelings.

"First of all, thanks for coming to the party. All of the form5s really had a great time. We appreciate your efforts, for coming and for making tonight a memorable night. Our biggest wish is that PBSM can remain as the most active badan unit beruniform in school. You people will be the future seniors and leaders of the club. We can see that all of us can really mix well together despite of the difference of age and race. We believe all of you will be great leaders. So stay active in PBSM.

We specially wanna thank WeiYee and Jyn. Both of them had done the shopping and preparation (I'm sorry if I missed out anyone else who helped). You all have done a good job.

And thanks to Shyang and Jen who lent us the pits.

Actually not everyone knows about this party. Because its holiday and we had problem contacting the people. So if any of your friend isn't informed about this party, tell him or her that we sincerely apologize. Really really sorry.

We hope you people enjoy the party. Thank you all very very much."

To all PBSM members, the juniors especially,

Sorry for all the shouting and yelling, sorry for any hurtful words that I have said. I know you all don't like it. I didn't enjoy it either! (YanWei knows why..) Its my lost that I didn't get to know you people well. I admit I can hardly remember your names, I feel so sorry for myself. But all of you will always be in my mind. YanWei and I love all of you (This is 100% true).

To..

Eugene, Rohit and Sashi : You guys are fun, haha..

Kingston : I said bye to you so many times but you didn't respond! =(

Christina : Sorry for all the shouting..>.<

YanYi : Don't ask me to jump again, very tiring..T.T

WaiLok : Thanks for the great ideas, and for fetching, and for calling me a..you know what..==

YanWei : It has been a good year. Its good being your partner, other then letting me do all the scolding, you're good.. Hee..^^

PS. Really sorry if I missed out any people. All of you are great! Please get all the PBSMs to read this. And if can, please tell me in my cbox that you have read it.

My favorites

2009-12-09T04:09:00.015+08:00

Favorite teddy and nail polishes

Camille by RUSS
139 Rose Tourbillon by Chanel
205 English Rose by Chanel

Favorite tokoh

Temenggung Jugah Anak Beriang
He has a cute hairstyle

Favorite flower

Rose-delicate and lovely

Favorite site

Youtube
Check this guy out! He is hilarious!!
[Alex reads twilight Ch.1]

Favorite festival

Christmas
Picture taken from Jinz facebook, he took it himself
Nice huh? (Jin, hope you dont mind)

Favorite smell

Books!!

Favorite love quote
I'll never break your heart by Backstreet Boys

Favorite sexy friend

Shaun!!
Let me show you another picture of his..

Be ready...

FUYOH!!
Sexy heh?

Favorite bird

Because it tastes good!

Favorite season and place

Summer>>Beach

Favorite facial expression

I always do this, I dont know why, haha..

Will be back!

2009-10-18T20:57:00.003+08:00

Wish me luck!

Happy 17th birthday Jo!

2009-10-10T00:08:00.005+08:00

i look kinda ugly here, but i think she looks good

everyone

just a random one

Mun Hei & I with the cincau dessert Shaun (and I) made

Petunia joins the party

Jo, i hope u had fun!!

Every life deserves to live.

2009-10-08T18:13:00.002+08:00

Animals are not ours to eat
Animals are not ours to wear
Animals are not ours to experiment on
Animals are not ours to use for entertainment
Animals are not ours to abuse in any way

If anyone wants to save the planet, all they need to do is just to stop eating meat.

I'm very against cruelty to animals.

(But yet i love eating chicken..><)

Watch more videos at KentuckyFriedCruelty.com.

There are some links below related to animal cruelty and vegetarianism, go watch their videos, read their articles or whatsoever, get yourself disgusted and start giving up eating meat and wearing fur. I have stopped eating meat. I have stepped out my first step. It's your turn now.

An amusing debate.

2009-09-30T14:41:00.003+08:00

LOL! Thana and Pn .'Letih-Lah' (I don't know her name) had a debate today. They took more than an hour to argue for an answer of a question of our Moral exam paper, and did not come out with any conclusion! I could see steam coming out from Thana's head. Haha.. I ter-brought my phone to school today, so I took a video of them shouting at each other. Unfortunately, their voices couldn't be clearly heard in this clip. You would be amused if you could hear what they said.

This teacher is really 'cute'. She could walk out from the exam class and suddenly turn back and say 'Ha.. Masa saya keluar awak dah copy kan? Haha.. Saya tau punya, masa saya keluar awak dah copy. Heh.. Jangan tiru, buat saje ape wak tau'. Padahal, none of us even moved. There was once, we were busy completing our paper, she out of the sudden told us that her maid stole her watch. 'Haiya, orang pembantu saya curi jam tangan saya!'

I don't reckon Moral as a difficult subject to score but like what YanYan said, it is like a gamble to answer Moral questions, we don't know what they have in the marking scheme, but sometimes so many nilai-s are suitable. Is there any technique that we can use in answering Moral questions? Please tell me if there is. I can already smell SPM, it is right at the corner! I need help in Moral!

As the days go by.

2009-09-28T21:34:00.006+08:00

My dog,
He is gone
For nearly a month.
I miss him so much
It hurts a lot.
I cried myself to sleep
Every night.

I counted the days
I lived without him.
Day by day,
My tears seem to dry out
Like an abandon well.

Today,
It is the 6th day
I stopped crying.
I thought it would be a good thing,
But I am having this weird feeling,
shouldn't I be crying every night
For him?

I am still missing him
As much as the first day when he was gone.
I am so afraid that I stopped crying
Because the memories are fading.
I don't want this to happen,
I have lost him,
What I left now are
The memories...

PS, This is actually an old post, I put it down for some reasons.

Ghost

2009-09-23T21:33:00.010+08:00

Hi guys, I have spend a few hours watching a movie called Ghost today. I think most of you have heard about this movie because it is an old movie. For those who have not hear of or watch this movie, go download it. Or if you have PPS, grab some popcorn and watch it! But if you don't like sad movies, you don't like romance, this movie is not or you. I really like it because I love sad and touching movies like Titanic and Pearl Habour.

Sam Wheat (Patrick Swayze) and Molly Jensen (Demi Moore) are a happy and loving couple living in New York City. The only problem in their relationship is Sam's apparent discomfort with saying "I love you" to his girlfriend, only responding to her saying it with "ditto." This bothers Molly, who feels she needs to hear him say "I love you" in return.

One night, while walking back to their new apartment after going to the theater, they encounter a thief named Willy Lopez (Rick Aviles). He pulls a gun and Sam is shot. Sam chases Willy, but loses him; when he returns to Molly, he sees her cradling his own corpse, and realizes that he is now a ghost, trapped between worlds. Sam realizes that the robbery was planned when Willy sneaks into the house and rifles through his belongings. And... You guys will check out what happen next!

So people, go watch it and come back to my blog and tell me if you like it.

Bye for now, enjoy watching!

Credits to Wikipedia

An tiring outing.

2009-09-23T14:02:00.003+08:00

It was a really tiring day. We went to Sunway Pyramid for a movie, Where Got Ghost, and we walked out from the cinema after the movie all like half dead. It was kinda disappointing, I expect it to be more funny, but i think Singaporean movies are getting more and more NOT funny. But there are still a lot of people who like it. Kok Lim who was sitting beside me in the cinema laughed like a.... Chicken. Lol.. I really like the part where the Lee Ah Chai asked why the orange isn't sweet. "Because it's sugar-free," his friend answered.

After that we walked around in Sunway Pyramid aimlessly. Bryan wasn't feeling that well. So it wasn't a really enjoyable outing. I wanted to take some photos as memory but I think we were all so not in the mood so I totally forgot about it. When I reached home, I was like WHY DIDN'T I TAKE PHOTOS?? Argh..

I quickly bathed and got ready for tuition, while I was waiting for my mum to send me to my teacher's house I fell asleep on the sofa. When i woke up it was already 9.30pm. I went crazy and asked my mum 'WHY DIDN'T YOU WAKE ME UP? I came back earlier to go for tuition'. She said she did..== Oh, Whatever.. I think i would fall asleep in my teacher's house, so what's the point going. I think it's time to stop all my tuition and start studying by myself. Erm erm erm.. Ya, I think that's all, its just an update for my blog 'cause people are asking me why didn't update it. Yeah, so.. Bye for now.

Reconstructed shirts

2009-09-21T23:09:00.013+08:00

Kay people, gonna upload the pictures of SOME of the shirts that I have cut (you should know what I am talking about if you follow my blog). All those are, i mean WERE house t-shirts, old and boring. After I reconstructed them, I think they look kinda new to me. So, here we go..

*Drums roll*

Kay, this is a not so special one. I put a piece of black cloth there so you can see the cutting better. Means the back is actually exposed. Erm, I kinda ruined this shirt because I cut it too high and if I wear this, my bra will be exposed as well. Lol.. So.. I am just gonna keep it in my wardrobe.

Anyway, I think this is a good way to reconstruct t-shirt that are too small and at the same time transforming a boring t-shirt into a sexy 1, haha..

This was an over-sized t-shirt. I cut of the sleeves off and did something to the back. So this is how it looks now. Erm, people, ignore my bra straps, haha.. I really can't wait to wear this to the beach..

Okay, I am really proud of this one. It was an over-sized t-shirt. I cut the sides and tied it back (no sewing required). The back is exposed til the waist. I did it this way because I wanna make it like a bikini or swim suit cover up. As I don't need a lot of cloth for this shirt, so I cut them off and made a little bow at the back. How cute~

Yeah, that's all.. I mean I still have some in my cupboard but they are rather simple. So now I still owe you guys a room tour post , haha.. K, bye for now. Muaxx~

Raya holiday update

2009-09-20T22:43:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone! It's the Raya holiday now, and I am really enjoying it. I really felt as if I can't breathe during my trials exam days. My holiday started last Friday. So far, I have cleaned my room, really clean. I am so gonna ask my girl friends to come over for a sleep over in my house after SPM. My old friends Ryan requested me to do something like a room tour and post it in my blog. So, ya, I think I will do it when I have a camera, so I can take some pictures and show you guys how my room looks like.

Okay, besides cleaning up my room, I have cut a few of my old t-shirts, some are over-sized, some are too small. I cut them and amazingly they fit on my body PERFECTLY! They are like new t-shirts now. I really wish I could upload the pictures of the t-shirts to my blog, but I am having problem uploading them because they are in my cell phone and my cell phone doesn't have a USB port (lousy phone..==). Anyone wanna give me some donation to me to buy a new phone? Haha.. Anyway, I will trying to upload them when I find out a way. Just wanna show off, I'm kinda proud of it!=)

K, that's all for now. Bye!

PS, can anyone tell me when our school reopens?

Man In The Mirror by Wang Lee Hom (lyric)

2009-09-19T01:29:00.007+08:00

Hey guys, check out this song, Man In The Mirror by Wang Lee Hom. I know a lot of you have heard this song, but I am still posting it up and hope you guys like it. The original singer was Michael Jackson, Lee Hom came out with an EP with this song. Compare Michael's version and Lee Hom's version, it is so different, one is so Michael Jackson, one is so Lee Hom. I am loving Lee Hom's version.

Man In The Mirror
by Wang Lee Hom

I'm gonna make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turn up the collar on
My favorite winter coat
This wind is blowing my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs

A summer's disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other on
The wind you know
'Cause they got no where to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with a man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world
A better place
Take a look at yourself
And then make a change

I've been a victim of
A selfish kind of love
It's time that i realize
That there are someone no home
Not a nickle to loan
Could it be really me
Pretending that they are not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed-out dream
They follow the pattern of the wind you see
'Cause they got no where to be
That's why I am starting with me

I'm talking 'bout the man in the mirror
I'm asking you to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself
And then make a change
You gotta get it right
While you got the time
'Cause when you close your heart
You can't close up your mind

That man, I'm the man in the mirror (Oh yeah)
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself
And just make that change

So this is the lyric for this song, hope you guys like it. Leave me a comment to tell me which version you like? Michael's or Lee Hom's?

StarFlames

2009-09-16T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! How are you all doing? I am kinda addicted to reading recently, I don't know why. Maybe its the smell of the book that keeps me reading. Now I have to say I love reading! I have a link here which I would like to share with you, especially those who shop online and love books as well. This online shop sells mostly used books. And you don't need to worry about the book condition, the conditions of the books are stated clearly in the descriptions whether the book is still in good condition, whether it has writings on it. You can also get DVD and video games there but I didn't check that stuff out before, maybe you guys can check it out yourself. So about the price of the books, its cheaper (Of course, they are used!). I would really purchase books from there, though they are used but I think old books are really nice to read.

Today, my dad asked a FengShui master to come to my house and help us to like check if everything is alright. I am a free thinker, I don't believe in god, and also don't believe that the position of the furniture, or the color, the direction can actually change your life. It sounds ridiculous to me (no offense). Anyway, I am okay with the FengShui master that came to my house just now. He said my room is the best room in the house, but to make it better I need to change the position of my study desk, its good enough but I need to change it just to make it better. And because my room has the best FengShui in the house and it is full with luck and fortune, I need to open my door to share the fortune with my family. Okay, this is what I don't like. I don't keep my door open whether I am in the room or not. I always keep my door closed because I want full privacy, no one is allowed to enter my room without my permission. And now my dad listens to what the master say and asked me to keep my door open. Alright, I can do this. But there is no way I am gonna move my study desk. I love the design in my room, I did it myself. I feel comfortable with it, I love it. That master said I need to put it in the middle of my room which i think its the worst design ever! I will never change it, well I think I am good enough in my current life. And he said, it is good that my dog ran away, because it is taking my dad's wealth away! How ridiculous! My mom keeps telling me to move my study desk, and I am just gonna ignore whatever she says until she gives in.

As you guys can see, I have changed my blog title from Big Dreamer to StarFlame. Its an idea of a anonymous reader of my blog, I really like it. Thanks! I feel really excited when I see people leaving comments in my blog, and this anonymous reader gave me a lot of different ideas and makes me feel like oh, there are really some people following my blog, and I feel so happy. And he (or maybe she) came out with this title which I really like. I am feeling a little curious to know who he is. Anonymous, do you mind to reveal your identity? Haha..

Ideas please!

2009-09-14T19:41:00.006+08:00

Kamusta ka na guys? Haha.. I have learned some Tagalog today from a Facebook friend from Philippines. There are a lot of people who come from Philippines added me in Facebook recently, just because I bought them in Friends For Sale. My friends in Facebook increase from 470 up to 560 in not more than a week. They're so friendly and pleasant. I would really want to visit Philippines on my next vacation. Hey, if you are my Filipino friend viewing my blog, please drop by the ShoutMix beside there and say hi to everyone! Oh ya, kamusta ka na means how are you! ^^

Alright, if you follow my blog, you should know that I am planning to change my blog title. An anonymous reader of my blog suggested something like 'Starburst Dreamer', and i just found out that Starburst is actually a name of a candy! And KhaiVen suggested something like 'Stary Stary Love'. Well, I like the word stary, but not stary stary love. I still need more idea on my blog's title. Your help is very much appreciated, I really need your idea, so please leave me a comment below or give me a shout in the ShoutMix. Thanks~ Salamat~

I wonder how the people increase their blog traffic, I need more traffic in my blog, because if I am good in blogging, maybe I will open a new blog, and the blog will be a blogshop, which I sell things in it, maybe some personalize gifts or clothes or beauty products. It will be a long way, this is just my warm up phase and trying to learn how to blog and increase the traffic and all. So guys, if you have a way, please do tell me..

PS, please continue voting in the poll beside my blog. And follow my blog if you're still not my follower. ~<3

Update post

2009-09-13T00:31:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! Its another update blog here..

There are many people asking me about my 17th birthday wish and asked me to talk about it in my blog. Well, I didn't make a birthday wish this year, so how am I gonna talk about it? Haha.. If you people really wanna know what I want most now, its my dog. I miss him very much. This morning, I actually forgot that he was gone and went to his place. When i saw he was no where in sight, I told myself, 'hello, he is not here anymore, WAKE UP!' Haha.. So i guess my birthday wish is i hope my dog will come back, but i know its impossible.

I had my History exam last Friday. I swear i didn't study before the exam, so as what i have expected, I finished my paper in not more than 30 minutes, I hope I can at least pass (I never failed!). This is my first time being so unprepared for exam, I hope I'll be more prepared for SPM, I am aiming for straight A1's. People, pray hard for me!

Oh ya, I need ideas from all of you. I want to change the title of my blog, **Big Dreamer** sounds a bit lame. I want something that is gonna do with stars (I love stars), love or heart.. Something nice and lovely. Any idea? Place me a comment down there or give me a shout in the ShoutMix. Thanks!

Another New Moon Trailer

2009-09-12T12:44:00.006+08:00

Hey, there is another New Moon trailer. I know most of you have seen it but I just post the link here 'cause I think its really cool! I think I will name my next dog Jacob~^^ Jacob Jacob.. Jacob is a dog in New Moon.

New Moon Trailer 2

And I hope you people can vote in the poll beside there, that who looks better shirtless, haha.. Its just a random question, but hope you guys like it.

8 September <3

2009-09-08T15:00:00.004+08:00

Guys! I had a great day today!^^ Although there are people who actually forgot my birthday as we are all busy with our exams, but there are some people who i didn't expect them to wish me who wished me, like ShiMin, my old school best friend, PeiYoong, my primary school class mate, ShaoAnn my first best friend ever, ShengHui my old schoolmate, and a lot more in facebook like WenPeng, WeiNian.. Oh, i love you ALL so much~!

I got a bottle umbrella from HuiJiun, a Hello Kitty necklace from Jo and lots of wishes from my friends and teachers. Oh ya, and a hug from Nat~ As what i have expected, i didn't receive as many presents as I received last year because ALL of us are busy with our exams. But it's okay, you people REALLY made my day.

So, about my exam today, i didn't really do well in my Chinese language paper. For EST, i don't know how did I do, I was too tired to check my answers. I didn't sleep well last night, all thanks to my good friend Bryan aka bra. Haha.. I was really really happy when he called me in the midnight (really HAPPY!). He called to wish me happy birthday. This is his first time for him being one of the first to wish me. I remember last year, i baked cookies for him on MY birthday, haha.. I was trying really hard last night to put myself into sleep, i think after few minutes after i fell asleep i got his call, and i stayed awake til around 1.30 am. I didn't wake up earlier this morning as how i have planned, all thanks to BRA. Actually i am not blaming him, but he was the one who woke me up.. Anyway, I am really happy today, thanks to all my friends who have wished me. I love you ALL!

I don't know whats gonna happened later as there is still half a day for something to happen, haha.. So if anything happen later, maybe i would post a new post and share with you guys later. Bye for now! Muaxx~

With Love.

Twitter

2009-09-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I just got a Twitter account. And.. I don't know how to use it. I created that account to follow Blair, aka juicystar007. She is famous in youtube for making make up tutorials as well as some random videos like what's in my purse. I really admire her so i follow her in youtube, and soon in twitter. But can anyone help me? Because I really don't know what to do in Twitter, haha..

It's a Selangor holiday today, so we didn't need to go to school. I studied a bit and I'm tired now. I plan to sleep after posting this post. I'm having BC and EST paper tomorrow, so unprepared. But i think i'm gonna wake up early tomorrow to study a little more.

That's all for now, tell me if you are also in twitter. Click here for my twitter profile (It's still empty). Bye.

I'm not alone!! =)

2009-09-06T10:04:00.003+08:00

Kay, my family are out to the Genting Highland, I'm at home alone without my dog. My mum gave me some money for me to order pizza for lunch. Guess it's just gonna be another boring day, staying at home and try to study as mush as i can.

Yesterday, after i posted my post 'Update!', something happened that really made me very happy and touched. So i'm gonna share it here, but this is actually something that happened yesterday.

If you follow my blog, you should know that i have lost my dog again. I don't know how on earth did he get out of the gate. I didn't do anything to find him back because i'm having my SPM trials, and it's really difficult to make myself concentrate again if i'm distracted by something. So i just forced myself to not think about him, i avoided looking at the place where he always slept, his water bowl, and even avoided going to place where there is pet shop. I didn't tell a lot of people that i lost my dog like i did last time. There are two reasons why i didn't tell a lot people, firstly its because i want to avoid talking about him, thinking about him, this can stop me from crying a lot and distracting myself from my studies. Secondly, i feel ashamed because as an owner, i failed to keep him with me, he kept running away from me, as if he doesn't love me at all. How shameful is that. The first person i told that i lost my dog was Yit Wai. I don't know why is he the first person, but ya, i told him. I didn't ask for any help, I just wanted to tell someone about it, but he immediately drove up to my area and tried to look for my dog. And he did the same on the following day. I kept telling him to stop finding for it, i have the feeling that he will not come back, I don't know why i am not as optimistic as i used to be, i asked him to stop finding for it.

Yesterday night, he told me that he pasted lost dog notices around my area. I was so surprised and happy. There is no one in my family who cares about the dog. I am the only one missing the dog, crying for the dog. I feel so helpless and lonly when i thought that there is no one that is helping me, i am busy with my studies, i really thought i can never get him back. 0% of hope. But Yit Wai actually helped me so much, without telling me before this. I don't understand why is he being so helpful, as if the dog is his, but actually he didn't even touch my dog before. I didn't know there is such nice person on earth, haha.. Although the notices are up, i don't hold a lot of hope in getting him back, I don't know why, just not being as optimistic as i used to be. But i am really thankful for what he has done. Really.. Thank you. He is such a nice and sweet person.

Update! (Nothing special..)

2009-09-05T20:47:00.014+08:00

Hi, readers.. Erm, i know i don't have a lot of readers in my blog, but still.. Hi! Haha.. It has been a very normal Saturday today, i woke up, went for tuition, went online, went for dinner and came back and turned on my com again, and now I'm in blogger, updating my blog.

My family is going for a movie later, Final Destination 4. I really hope I could watch it, but I said I wanna stay at home to study, but.. Haha.. See what i am doing now, blogging, facebook, youtube..
My uncle said it was really good, and disgusting as well. The movie is restricted for audience 18 and above. Final Destination used to be a family movie but it isn't now because of its horrifying content. Although I'm not 18 yet, but i think i can get into the cinema, I really want to watch it, but ah.. I just stay at home to 'study'. I know i can like buy a DVD and watch it no matter how many times I want, but if you like movies, you should know the difference watching it in a cinema and at home.

I don't know whether you guys watch the trailer of Final Destination 4 already, but this is the link where you can watch it, hope you guys enjoy!

Oh ya, i think my family will be out tomorrow to either Genting Highland or Bukit Tinggi. Of course i will not follow them, because again, i need to 'study'. Actually i know i will not stay at home just to study, but at least i feel less guilty staying at home than going out and have fun.

Hmmm.. What else..

I have got this idea of writing stories of my friends and I, means i will post a post, and write about the stories of someone and I, and the person's name will be the title for the post. Understand? I think i will start this after my trials, or whenever i feel like it. So i will write about my stories, and if you're interested, follow my blog, and who knows if one day i write about you..=)

Alright, i think this is all for today. Good luck to those who are having their exams now. Bye!